Thursday, December 22, 2011

Happy Holidays

Well, there's really not much to say other than

Happy Hollidays to Everyone.

and other than that pretty much I'll be posting again probably on chirstmas eve and stuff and probably after also with some Cosplay updates and such so yeah... that's really all I wanted to say....

really short, I know but it happens... lolz
that's all for now i guess

~Peace&Love,
Kiru

Thursday, November 17, 2011

I'M THANKFUL FOR....... (a pre-thanksgiving day journal)

Well, we all know that Thanksgiving is a time for thinking about everything we're thankful for in life. Here are some things I'm thankful for.

I'm thankful for my friends and how they have brightened my whole life just by being in it, they make me smile and laugh, they mean the world to me, I love them dearly and I don't know what I would do without them.
~To My Friends: We don't always agree or see eye to eye, but you guys mean the world to me, all of you. You all have changed me, made me who I am, and I'm so thankful for that. Without you guys, I'm not sure what would happen and I hope I never have to find out. We may grow apart someday, hopefully not, but always know that even if that were to happen, I still love you and you have forever become a part of me and who I am.

Also for my parents and the rest of my family for being, in general, very nice, loving and supportive.

I'm thankful for life in general. Sometimes it sucks, but there are so many good things about it. I'm thankful for everything I have because I know some people arn't as lucky. I know I have it better off than a lot of people and I know sometimes I take that for granted. I don't mean too, because I really do know how lucky I am and I am truely thankful for the life I have been given and the life I am allowed to continue living. Everything may not always turn out the way I would like and sometimes stuff happens that we can't control, but all in all, life is pretty good. Thanks to the people I am surrounded by in it.

Let me know what you're thankful for.

Peace&Love,
Kiru

Wednesday, October 12, 2011

R.I.P. GRAMPY

Tonight, my grandpa passed away. This is really the first death in my family that will really effect me on a day-to-day basis. I'm not gonna lie, it's hard. But there were so many problems, it's for the best. He's in a better place now, and I know it.
Even in the last few years, as it got harder for him to talk, one think I was always able to understand was when he said "I Love You" and I know he does. And I can only hope he knows how much I love him back.

With Eternal Love from your Grand-daughter.
I will always love you, no matter what.

R.I.P.
<3

~Peace&Love,
Breanna <3

Friday, September 16, 2011

Stupid School and Crazy Homework

Okay, so I know my last rant about School and stuff was really short but that's because I was supposed to be doing homework and stuff and I was just really annoyed. So I just feel like this is a blog worthy occasion because 2 things:
1) I AM ELIGABLE FOR NATIONAL HONOR SOCIETY!!! OMG!!!
and
2) This is the FIRST FRIDAY EVERY WHERE I HAVE HAD TO DO HOMEWORK!
I don't nessecarrily have to do it tonight, but I feel I have to because I have so much that I don't want to stress myself out even more on Sunday by not having enough time to finish it all even though I'm still not convinced that I will get all my Chemistry questions done anyway... there is just too much work involved with each question for me to be able to do them quickly..... so yeah...

This year is gonna be insane. It's the first year I actually have challenging classes with hard homework and honestly, it's gonna kill me I think. I'm gonna have to change my entire habits and everything if I'm gonna start doing well enough to actually pass those stupid AP tests at the end of the year I think.

IDK. I guess we'll see but I don't know... this makes me a little scared for college..... I guess I never really knew or gave it much thoguht as to actually HOW MUCH they really expect you to do on your own... I'm so used to teachers reminding me of everything we have to do and stuff... but oh well.. I guess we'll have to see how it goes.....

Wednesday, September 14, 2011

SCHOOL SUCKS!!!!

Okay dude, so I didn't get to start my homework tonight till like 9 PM and now it's 10, I usually go to bed about 11 and I'm not even done with English yet. It only took me like 5 secs to do Math but I still have to finish English, do French, and read for AP Euro .... yeah, not happening..... i can tell you that right now.... I'm gonna have to do a lot of it in study hall tomorrow.....

~Peace&Love,
Kiru

Sunday, September 4, 2011

The Little Things

Have you ever thought about how something so minor/small/ unimportant in the large scheme of things can have such a big impact on you. Like not having your speciall pillow or blanket and then you can't have it for some reason. Could be something as simple as it's downstairs in the washer but won't dry fast enough. And you have to try to sleep without it and just the very thought makes you depressed and makes you wanna cry even though you feel stupid crying over something so silly.

It's really amazing how the little things can effect us in the most massive ways sometimes, without us even realizing it until something happens and we don't have that security anymore....that peace of mind..... And it's a bit scary really....

Saturday, August 27, 2011

Back To School

Okay well, back to school for us. Three days in an I already have homework over the weekend. I am gonna die in Chem 2 this year... WHY DIDN'T I COMMIT MORE STUFF TO MEMORY LAST YEAR?!?!?!?

Hopefully, I'll manage to survive and make it through this year with a minimal number of deaths (meaning I don't die too many times due to homework and stuff) but, all in all...
I think this year will be fun.

JUNIOR YEAR, MAN!!

I have resolved to take lots of pictures and video and I make no promises I will not show up to school in cosplay at some point. lolz <3

I'm an upperclassmen now... I can do whatever the hell I want lmao... but no seriously... I will show up to the school in atleast one of my wigs at somepoint lmao <3 ...

AP Euro is gonna be interesting I think but hard. Damn college level classes. Why do I have to be smart. lmao
AP English will be easy I think...
Chem 2 is gonna be hard as hell I think...
Algebra 2 I don't have an opinion on yet cause we havent done anything but I have already started making new friends who are also into anime
Psychology will be interesting but the class is PACKED! (second semester i have Government so we'll have to wait and see how that class is)
Study hall is boring but i think it will be useful
Lunch is lunch but it sucks having it 6th period again - the last lunch period of the day.... by that time I'm ready to eat someone's face off lmao
French 3 will be difficult but *sigh* ya know, *shrugs* that's what I get for wanting to graduate with honnors lolz <3 ^_^

Well, that's all for now, I'll put up a rant later that some of my friends already got to see on my facebook about lobsters. So, till then...

~Peace&Love,
Kiru

Friday, August 5, 2011

Convention Sweet Home

Okay, well I mentioned in my last journal something about how I was basically having Con-Withdraw. Honestly, I do miss being at a con. It doesn't matter if it's been two days or two months since I've been to one, I honestly and truely miss the feeling of a con.
The feeling of belonging no matter what, where you can be as crazy as you want and as silly and as random as you want and you don't feel judged or anything. I mean, I'm a very shy person if we've just met or if you see me without my friends. They bring out my crazy side because with them I know I can just be myself and I won't be judged and honestly I get that at con's too. I'm just still working on my shyness because it's just the way I am. I feel awkward around strangers, well, I feel awkward just walking up and talking to them, but if they talk to me first I'm actually a lot less shy. lolz... IDK why I just am... lolz <3

But yeah, if I could I would live at a Con, because I honestly miss the feeling sometimes, of belonging, and being accepted no matter what... it's not that I don't feel that way outside of a Con but it's a different kind of belonging, ya know? I don't know, I think it's just something you either understand or don't... I don't really know if I'm explaining it well, but this is just what my heart tells me to write so yeah... IDK.... IDK.....

I really wish I was less shy sometimes because I think I could make some really good friends at cons... so I'm going to try to be less shy and maybe actually make a friend or two lolz... I don't expect to just make some friends at MatsuriCon but for the rest of my Con-Going life I hope I can make atleast a few new friends. I really do love meeting new people that I get along with and the more friends I have to cosplay with and talk about anime with THE BETTER.
As the saying goes:
The more the merry-er! lolz

But yeah, like these two cosplayers I met at Ohayocon. One cosplayed Mello from Death Note and the other was Poison Ivy and someone else (i forget who) lolz but they were REALLY SUPER NICE AND AWESOME AND I really should have asked if they had deviantART accounts... i hope i can see them again maybe at MatsuriCon... I would love to get to know them better they seemed really cool and nice ^_^ <3
Despite my shyness I LOVE making new friends and I'm all for giving everyone a chance!

well, that's all for now, I guess lolz
Sorry I sorta started rambling toward the end, it's late at night/early in the morning lolz and i'm kinda tired.... so yeah... lolz

~Peace&Love,
Kiru

Life and Other Random Crap

So yeah, haven't updated in a while and I have nothing better to do than this so I figure, Why Not?. lolz
Um.... well, School starts up again in a few weeks and I'm half-dreading/half-looking forward too school. I love being able to see everyone and everything and I actually don't mind school. I do however hate homework and the fact that school starts at 8 am instead of like 1pm when I am actually fully awake. lolz
Night School could work for me... I'm practically a vampire as it is, why not just make it even more and let me have night school, dude. lolz <3
But yeah, recently I've been watching Soul Eater and Vampire Knight and I love them both. Although I already knew I loved Soul Eater but I finally got to watch Vampire Knight and I AM ADDICTED dude. I can't wait to have enough free time to watch the rest of the episodes lolz <3

So yeah.... um.... I can't believe summer has come and gone so fast... it's weird... the school year seems to drag on forever, until its over then it seems like it passed so quickly... it's the same with summer... one second I have three months and a ton of summer work to do and now its august and i only have a few weeks and like 2 papers to write lolz....
I'm a procrastinator, what can I say... lolz <3 *shrugs*

I'm also looking forward to MATSURICON in a few weeks. I don't have anything special planed but I've been practically having Con-Withdraw lolz so it'll be nice just to be back with my people lolz <3 jk but seriously it'll be nice to go to a con... i'll do another journal about that because i really have a lot to say about cons lolz so yeah.. i guess that's it for now...

~Peace&Love,
Kiru

Wednesday, July 27, 2011

Which Hogwarts House Would..... I ..........Be In?

Well, me and my friends have had many lengthy descusions about this particular question over the years. We grew up with Harry Potter and everyone who's read the books or watched the movies has probably thought about this.

What Hogwarts House would you be in?

Well, I've given it some deep and phylisophical thought and I think I've figured out my personal House.
I belive that based on my shyness and the fact that I think rude and mean things and never actually do or say them because of that shyness. Also friendship is probably one of the most important things to me. So based on my personallity and stuff, I believe that I'm outwardly a Gryffindor and innwardly a Slytherin. So this means I would probably be placed in Gryffindor. Which is fine with me however since the Sorting hat does take into account your choice I might end up in Slytherin because I'd choose to be. I mean come on, their freakin' common room is under water HOW COOL IS THAT!!! lolz

Now, if you have read or watched Harry Potter at all I bet you have a general idea of the House traits so that helps if you want to figure out what House you'd be in. I can't speak for everyone, this is just my thought about myself, because honestly you'd have to know your personality to truely decide.

I'm going to do another of these with almost like descriptions of some of the characteristics and stuff that i think are associated with each house but I'm too tired to that right now lolz...

So yeah, that's really all I have to say this time. I guess that's all for now.

~Peace&Love,
Kiru

Friday, July 15, 2011

MY BIRTHDAY PARTY ~THE AFTERMATH~

Sooo, my birthday party ended a few hours ago and I just got home about an hour or so ago. lolz
IT WAS FREAKIN AWESOME
[THANKS TO ALL MY FRIENDS WHO CAME AND MADE IT FREAKIN AMAZING]
It was SOOO MUCH FUN!!!!!
It was amazing, absolutley amazing, and everyone kept raping my hair lolz
I just got it cut today and ITS AMAZING but it's deffinately different but I LOVE IT and so my hair kept getting raped lolz so yeah but it's okay cause I know:
I'm. Just. That. Awesome.
lolz

so, yeah, that's pretty much it lolz

~Peace &Love,
Kiru

BACK FROM THE PREMIER

SO, I just got back from the HARRY POTTER MIDNIGHT PREMIER; I did not see it in 3D but personally, Harry Potter's Harry Potter, I don't really care if it's in 3D as long as I get to see it and there was only about enough of us to fill the theatre, YES it was PACKED, but still for the 3D version LITTERALLY THE LINE FILLED THE ENTIRE LOBBY of the building. It was INSANE!!

We saw this group there, they actually DRESSED UP as the characters (if I had planned farther ahead I would've but as it was I didn't lolz all I had was a Gryffindor sweater) lolz BUT OMG they looked amazing, they had a Bellatrix, a Rita Skeeter, an Malfoy and some others. I saw a LOT of malfoys and a lot of random Hogwarts kids lolz ^_^  and a Hagrid i think and a Sirius Black i think.... IDK but YEAH OMG

OMG THE MOVIE WAS AMAZING TOTALLY AMAZING ALTHOUGH I KNOW BRANDI WILL RANT ABOUT THE EYE COLOR AND THERE ARE A FEW THINGS THAT DIFFERED FROM THE MOVIE THAT slightly ANNOYED ME I DON'T CARE THE MOVIE WAS AMAZING.

I cried twice though. Just a little. The first time it was litterally a single tear. Then SNAPE'S FLASHBACKS *sniffles* OMG litterally I had 3 tears lolz. but still, IT WAS SOOOOOOOO SAD AND I FELT SOOOOOO BAD FOR HIM AND OMG I LOVE SNAPE I JUST LOVE HIM AND OMG !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

But yeah, it's late and I have a lot to do tomorow so I guess that's it for now... lolz

~Peace&Love,
Kiru

Thursday, July 14, 2011

HARRY POTTER MIDNIGHT PREMIER

OMG OMG OMG

So me and 2 of my friends are going to the HARRY POTTER MIDNIGHT PREMIER and OMG I CAN'T WAIT

IT'S GONNA BE FREAKIN AWESOME and since my mom got me a Gryffindor Sweater thing for my birthday I acutually have something to Gryffindor to wear to it.
I was debating on wearing my Slytherin tie which my mom also got me for my birthday but I decided to wear the sweater cause it's more obvious PLUS i don't want to get beat up lolz jk but still....

I love Gryffindor and
I love Slytherin

At some point when i get the chance prob next week I'm going to do a whole journal on Houses and which one I think i would be in and why and stuff so yeah... trust me it's very deep and profound and what-not lolz

well that's all for now

~Peace&Love,
Kiru

HOLY CRAP OMG SOUL EATER OMG HOLY CRAP

HOLY CRAP OKAY SO I KNOW ITS LIKE 3 am AND IM TRYING REALLY HARD NOT TO FREAK OUT AND SCREAM AND WAKE MY MOM UP BUT HOLY CRAP HOLY CRAP I JUST FINISHED WATCHING EPISODE 13 OF SOUL EATER AND HOLY CRAP HOLY CRAP HOLY CRAP

im not gonna give anything away but OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG

For my birthday this past monday, my uncle got my soul eater - the meister collection - episodes 1-26
And there r 4 disks
Disk 1 - Episodes 1-7 (with Maka on it lolz)
Disk2 - 8-13 (with blqckstar (HOLY CRAP JUST FINISHED)
STILL HAVE TO WATCH
Disk 3 (kid)
Disk 4 (stein)
I dont know the exact split of the remaining episodes between the remaining 2 disks but HOLY CRAP HOLY CRAP I CANT WAIT TO WATCH MORE
I would now but i figure its late i should really get SOME SLEEP and i dont wanna make the risk even higher or waking my mom up cause ive beem trying not to scream and ive been jumping up and down and fist pumping and stuff lolz

OMG I LOVD THIS SERIES

Well thats all for now i guess just had to vent lolz

~Peace&Love,
Kiru

Thursday, June 23, 2011

AHHHHH! NEEDLES!!! ...... After The Dentist

Okay, so I just got back from the dentist. I had two little notches like ledges on two of my teeth from where my braces pulled of part of the enamel when they took them off. Not a big deal though, apparently it's pretty common. So even though I haven't had cavities before and don't have them there now, they wanted to fill them into just to protect them and make sure that I don't get them there in the future.
So I was okay with it until I got there and THEY HAD TO GIVE ME A SHOT. They had to numb that side of my mouth, so the entire left side of my mouth and tongue are STILL numb. BUT, with my fear of needles as soon as they told me it involved a needle I freaked out and cried a little, which caused my mom to cry a little and we almost had the hygienist lady crying lolz. [My mom actually bailed on taking me to the doctors yesterday because I have to get shots and she knew I was gonna cry and didn't want to do it and then I still ended up crying at this one lolz)
After that they had to kinda drill at part of the side of it to like make it rough so the stuff would stick so I could SEE PIECES OF MY TEETH FLYING OUT OF MY MOUTH. So I was like, yeeeeaaahhhhh and closed my eyes lolz. But after having braces, the rest of it was pretty routine by now, so it wasn't a big deal.
After the needle and the drill it was just basic done-this-all-before-with-braces stuff so yeah, not a huge deal...
THE SUCKY PART:
since I'm still numb and wouldn't be able to tell if I was biting my lip or tongue, I'm not allowed to eat until the numbness wears off and I'm already hungry.... *sigh*

So yeah, I guess I'll suffer through the hunger lolz <3

~Peace&Love,
Kiru

Friday, June 10, 2011

Stupid Weather

Okay first, obviously i wasn't able to go to colossal con, but s'all good. ^_^ *shrugs* it wasn't like - life or death - or anything like that so i'll live lolz *rolls eyes*

and OMG I HATE THE WEATHER
okay so I went to bed at about midnight-12:30 around in there. i didn't get to sleep till probably 2-2:30... *sigh* and THEN this morning, i freakin woke up at like 8 AM when my mom was leaving for work and I would've gone back to sleep but NOOOOO... becuase it was storming, still is actually... rain, thunder, lightning the whole bit. and my dog is freaking narotic... *sigh* that means he FREAKS out when it rains he's scared of rain... even if it's just like sprinkles he FREAKS.... so of corse with the thunder and lightning as well he's spazzing......... so yeah, I've been in and out of sleep like that half-awake/half-asleep zone since about 8 am because every now and then i would open my eyes to see if he was still in my room becuase I have to keep an eye on him becuase otherwise he tries to scratch at the laundryroom door-hurts himslef-and tears up the floor... so yeah... and everytime there was an expecially loud crash of thunder I would have to tell him it was okay....

THEN at about a quarter past 9 or so, my mom calls me from work and of corse I answer the phone half-alseep and she's like "i figured you'd be up"and I seriously responded "not really" and she just ignored me... idk if she wasn't really listening or what but yeah...........
then like 5 minutes later my dad calls and tells me to watch becuase at his house there's hale and stuff... so yeah.... *sigh*

IM BORED AND I HAVE WRITERS BLOCK AGAIN...... GHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

oh well, I guess I'll work through it.... i guess that's all for now, just wanted to rant and complain about how FREAKIN' TIRED I AM THANKS TO THE STUPID WEATHER..... lolz

~Peace&Love,
Kiru

Saturday, June 4, 2011

Oh Dear......

okay so today is only the second day of break, a saturday and I AM SO FREAKIN BORED!!!!!!!YOU HAVE ABSOLUTLY NO IDEA HOW BORED I AM....

do you wanna know, I am so bored I'm seriously considering playing my old Barbie computer games... that's how sad this is.... that's how bored I am...... SOMEONE SAVE ME!!!!! lolz

but yeah, I have nothing to do today so I guess, we'll see what I can find to do, hopfully NOT playing my barbie games.... *sigh* i hate that that's my last resort, but oh well......

Friday, June 3, 2011

THE FIRST OFFICAL DAY OF SUMMER (and some other stuff lolz)

Okay so I acutally went to bed at a decent time last night, it was crazy but then again I did have some school yesterday even if I did get to leave early. I'm thinking about going to this carnival thing that I saw was being put up yesterday. I'm gonna see if a few of my friends can go, and I still have to ask my mom but I'm hoping she'll take me. I almost don't want to ask my friends until I know if my mom will or not but I don't want them making plans.... *sigh* IDK...

Oh and if you hadn't figured it out, I'm not going to ColossalCon this year, maybe next year. It just took too long to decide if I wanted to go and so we wern't able to get a room and my dad is pretty pick about Hotels with all the crap like bed bugs and stuff you have to worry about, you know. So yeah, but hopfully that means I will be going to maybe MatsuriCon in August. I haven't asked yet, but yeah, as long as I get to go to atleast 1 con this summer I will be happy. And as long as we get something done. lolz

So yeah, It's the first official day of Summer Break, and I'm already BORED OUT OF MY MIND!!! I HAVE NOTHING TO DO AND I HAVE WRITERS BLOCK!!!!! UGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! So yeah, I'm thinking about steeling my friend Brandi's idea of making a whole blog just on my writing... so yeah IDK, we'll see... I'm not sure if I'm willing to put my stuff out there like that, I'm not nearly as trusting as Brandi is with ideas and stuff like that. I'm so afraid someone will jack my ideas or something. But like I said IDK I haven't decided yet... we'll see... lolz it might help solve my writers block proplem.

Thursday, June 2, 2011

LAST DAY

OMG IT'S THE LAST DAY ONE MORE EXAM HEN IM OUT FOR THE SUMMER AND I GET TO LEAVE EARLY!!!!!!!!!!!

Tuesday, May 31, 2011

1 1/2 DAYS

YAY ONLY ONE AND A HALF DAYS LEFT OF SCHOOL OMG I CAN'T WAIT FOR IT TO BE OVER AND OMG IT IS SO HOT OUTSIDE IT'S HORRIBLE

JUST 5 EXAMS LEFT, HAD 2 TODAY

Today I took my Geometry and Health exams.
Tomorrow I have to take French, Ceramics, and US History.
Thursday I have to take English and Chemistry I. AND I GET TO LEAVE EARLY YAY

OMG CAN'T WAIT FOR IT TO BE OVER..... SUMMER HERE I COME!!! <3

^_^

~Peace&Love,
Kiru

Sunday, May 29, 2011

Asian Festival

okay so yesterday I went to the Asian Festival with my Mom and Aunt Sharon and it was AWESOME!!!!
So yeah, it was pretty awesome and I got this really super pretty asian dress thing and omg i freakin love it. I feel super cool and asian-y lolz

no offence intended

so yeah, it was pretty awesome, and i just thought i'd update that lolz .... *sigh*

so yeah, that's all for now

~Peace&Love,
Kiru

Saturday, May 28, 2011

3 DAYS

after this 3 day weekend there are only 3 days left and all they are are exams ^_^

YAY THEN I'LL BE A JUNIOR OMG!!!!!!!!! lolz ^_^

CANT WAIT

unfortunately i don't think I will be going to Colossalcon this year but i still havent checked to see for sure... so i guess its still sort of up in the air *sigh* ^_^ oh well, we'll see

YAY SCHOOLS ALMOST OVER

~Peace&Love,
Kiru

Thursday, May 26, 2011

DON'T PREACH TO ME, I DIDN'T ASK YOU TO

~Inspired by Mells' Post on Religion (Dei's)~

Okay so Mells' Post got me thinking... and Ranting lolz. So this is the comment I left on her post
"I just stopped telling people if I was asked because all though TECHNICALLY I'm a christian - i DON'T support ORGANIZED RELIGION because of the hypocrisy that you're talking about. I accept anyone's religion, just because it's not the same view as mine and I might not agree with it isn't a reason to hate them, just accept that they are different, and move on. You're one of my best friends, Dei, and do I care that you're wiccan? No. Because it's your choice. Who am I to tell someone their wrong about what they believe. If we were all meant to believe in the same "God" then there wouldn't be more than one religion to chose from.
And about the church thing... that's THE MAIN reason I REFUSE to go to church because like I said they are all a bunch of hypocrites
"
and here's the rest of my rant...

How can you tell me that your God is a loving God if he excludes people. How can you tell me that, no matter what I do, God loves me and then tell me that just because of something so innocent such as being gay, that now I'm gonna go to hell. How can you tell me that it's wrong of me to love someone just because we're the same gender. Or that I'm wrong because I don't believe in the same religion as you. How can justify hating someone based souly on something that isn't really any of your business to be trying to change. It's NOT YOUR DESICION IT'S THEIRS. It's NOT YOUR PLACE TO TRY TO CONVERT PEOPLE. All that does is piss people off and offend them then make them not want to convert even more because they don't want to do to others what you're doing to them. WHY DOES NO ONE GET THAT! *sigh*

Why does it matter to you what religion I am? Or weather I'm gay or not? Or where I'm from? (since apparently that one church hate's australians) Or what color my skin is? (just general rascism because, let's face it, it still exists)
But this is my point, it's SHOULDN'T MATTER to you. All that should matter is weather or not they are a good person.

Don't tell me I'm going to go to hell when you yourself do the same shit and then you just "ask for forgivness" and then it's all good. NO! THAT'S NOT HOW IT WORKS. You can't preach to me about how much of a sinner I am and how I'm going to go to hell but then tell me that if I ask for forgivness from YOUR GOD then I'll be saved and go to Heaven.

If you're god is really that forgiving. He'll forgive me anyway, besides why do I care. If I'm gonna go to hell for being who I am, then oh well. It's warmer down there anyway.

Besides, it's not like you know, no one knows what God wants, and I'm sorry but they don't. I'm not trying to offend anyone, but if you go by EVERYTHING in the bible - you're getting played. Because over the thousand upon thousand of years that the bible has been around, PEOPLE HAVE CHANGED IT.  They change it to fit their own ideals or because they want people to blindly follow them without questioning why. You have to be able to think for yourself and decide what YOU think is right. You can't just blindly follow what religious figures tell you to do and then try to PREACH to ME about how I'm wrong because I can think for myself. It's not right. It's not moral and it's not just.

Just like with the religious persecution of homosexuals. Kids, Teens, Young Adults, and even Adults have commited suicide because of how they were treated for being Gay. That's not right. It shouldn't be okay to torment someone simply because they don't live their life how you feel they should. IT'S NOT YOUR RIGHT TO DECIDE HOW THEY WANT TO LIVE. IT'S THEIR CHOICE AND YOU SHOULD RESPECT THAT. Weather you agree with it or not is not the point. Do I agree with everything in other religion? NO. I DON'T. But I don't treat people any differently because of that.

YOU KNOW WHY!? BECAUSE IT'S NOT MY CHOICE.

Now I'm sorry if I offended anyone but this is how I feel and what I think and it's not your place to tell me weather I'm right or wrong. You can have your opinion and you can voice it but do it without telling me I'm crazy or on crack or whatever and that I'm wrong and I'm going to go to hell if I don't find (insert god here) and have my soul saved or whatever. Because you know what, maybe I don't wanna be saved. Did you ever think of that? No you didn't because you're too busy worrying about my life and my beliefs.

So yeah... feel free to voice your opinion but keep it nice and keep it understanding. DO NOT TELL SOMEONE THEY'RE WRONG. Because to them they're right and you're the one who's wrong. It's all perspective. To be able to understand you have to be able to look form their Point Of View and if you can't do that, and you want to preach about how you're right and everyone else is going to go to hell, then I'm sorry but I don't want to hear it. I've heard enought of it already, I don't need more.

Again, sorry if I offended anyone, I really don't mean too, but this is my opinion, weather you like it or not.

~Peace&Love,
Kiru

4 Days

OMG AFTER TODAY THERE'S JUST 4 MORE DAYS !!!! A FRIDAY THEN A 3 DAY WEEKEND AND THEN JUST EXAM WEEK OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wednesday, May 25, 2011

5 Days

5 DAYS LEFT

What have I gotten my self into with these 2 AP classes. Between the 2 of them, I'm not gonna have much time to do anything but read this summer, and write those stupid papers... but I guess that's what I get for being smart. *sigh* lolz ^_^ <3

Tuesday, May 24, 2011

7 DAYS LEFT

Okay so I'm going to continue to update until school is over. They won't be very long basically just a way to say these are things that I won't miss or will miss once school is out.

7 Days:
I WILL NOT MISS... homework.
I WILL MISS... school pizza (the rectangular kind, not the triangle kind)

Tuesday, May 17, 2011

Sophomore Year - High School Sucks and Never Ends

Wow, it's hard to believe that it's almost over. It seems like just yesterday we were starting school. I can't believe we're going to be Juniors next year. Just two more years and we're FREE!!!!

It really does though, it seems like just yesterday that we were starting our Sophomore year. I've made so many new friends this year and just, for the most part, had a fairly good time. As good as one can have in high school, you know. Sure the year has been full of ups and downs, but we got throught it. We survived. And you know what? A lot of it has to do with friends. Like I said I have made some new friends but my older friendships have continued to grow.

If it wasn't for my friends, I would not have had as good of a time here. It's like the song, "High School Sucks"

Just listen to me my new friend
There is something you should know
That everybody here, is not exactly what they show
That’s what you gotta do, sometimes to get by when your a freshman here at....

...To avoid getting picked on
Or getting your ass kicked
Go find some fake friends
That you can fake laugh with
Come with me on my little tour
Find someone that you can trust
But be careful this is High school and everybody sucks...

...we’re all just insecure...
...it's high school And It Sucks
I have few friends I can trust, man
High School And It Sucks
...

...You might be walking in the hall ways LIKE why you stare at me
Everybody is judged by their popularity...

...So pick a CLIQUE before you pass through
Pick the wrong one and they will outcast you
Prom king, Prom Queen, who got the nicest hair?
At the end of the day, nobody really cares...

...Take your SATs and applications
Cause everybody’s waiting on graduation...


Such a true song. It's High School and it does suck, we are all insecure and I do have just a few friends I really trust and I love them will all my heart. <3 They're the world to me and I wouldn't be the person I am without them. If I didn't have them I don't know if I would be able to make it through High School. Again, it is High School and you basically are forced to be something you're not and "pick a clique" (but me and my friends, we made our own clique. And I'm so glad we did.) and it's true, sometimes people are outcasted just because of the group of friends they have or how they chose to dress (etc.). And after it's all said and done and High School is over, no one cares anymore, the stupid trivial fights, none of it really matterd in the long run. And everyone can't wait to get out, go to graduation and never have to do it agian... just one problem. High School Never Ends (it's a song too lolz)

4 Years you think for sure
That's all you've got to endure
All the total dicks
All the Stuck-up Chicks
So superficial, so immature

Then When you graduate,
Ya take a look around and you say "Hey Wait!"
This is the same as where I just came from,
I thought it was over, Aw that's just great....

....The Whole Damn World is just as obsessed
With who‘s the best dressed and who's having sex
Who‘s got the money. Who gets the honies

Who‘s kinda cute and who‘s just a mess
And you still don't have the right look
And you don't have the right friends
Nothing changes but the faces, the names, and the trends
...

...Check out the popular kids
You'll never guess what Jessica did!
And how did Mary Kate lose all that weight?
And Katie had a baby so I guess Tom's straight!...

...And the only thing that matters,
Is climbing up that social ladder
Still care about your hair and the car you drive
Doesn't matter if you're 16 or 35...
...Reese Witherspoon, she's the Prom Queen
Bill Gates, Captain of the chess team
Jack Black, the clown
Brad Pitt, the quarterback...


Also a very true song. Eveyrone, for the rest of our lives is going to care about how we look and dress, about what's hot and what's not, about cars and the "social ladder". It doesn't matter if you're 16 or 35, everyone still cares about the same old stuff.

It's just the same old story, over and over again, and to be honest I don't think it will ever change... but all that aside...

my Sophomore Year has been pretty good. Things have been rough, but I've made it through and it's been an interesting year, but not too bad. I will defenatly remember it.

One last shout out to my best friends for making my Sophomore Year so memorable. I definatly won't forget it, at least not anytime soon ^_^ <3

~Peace&Love,
Kiru

Thursday, May 12, 2011

Soooooo,..........

I'm bored... I have no idea what to write... and I wrote one yesterday but I'm not sure if he'll count it... so yeah... I guess .....
well  we got our yearbooks today and I'm going around getting peoples signatures today, I'm gonna stop in on my way to 3rd period and get Madam's signature. and i guess I'll get some other teachers too but idk. lolz ^_^ <3

so yeah.. I guess thats all for now...

~Peace&Love,
Kiru

Wednesday, May 11, 2011

I am just so sick of homework.

Okay, I should be doing my french homework right now but I am seriously on the verg of tears right now becuase I am just  so. sick. of trying to do this freaking stuff when I barely know what I'm doing. She's going so fast with the chapters that I can barely keep up. And she wonder's why our test scores are so low. It's cause we don't freakin know what we're doing. I am so fed up with this crap. I know we still have another 2 or so weeks left but seriously... the homework for french is getting rediculus. Plus I didn't even get to start on my hw tonight till like 8:30-9 pm becuase of my therepist appointment..... it's driving me insane litterally... like now, I'm litterally crying while writing this because I am just so stressed out....

T_T

I'm done. I'm just so done.

~Peace&Love,
Kiru

Friday, May 6, 2011

Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry

Welcome to Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry. 
GRYFFINDOR!

Gryffindor
Founded by Godric Gryffindor, the house colors are Red and Gold. The mascot is a Lion. Gryffindor favors the brave and the bold. Courage is what it takes to become a Gryffindor. The Head of this House is Professor Minerva McGonagal who teaches Transfiguration. Famous members of this house are Harry Potter, Hermione Granger, Ron Weasley, James Potter, Sirius Black, Lily Evans (future Mrs. Potter), Remus Lupin, Albus Dumbledore, Oliver Wood, Ginny Weasley, Fred and George Weasely (etc. on the Weasleys, 'cause they're all in it lolz)
"You might belong in Gryffindor,
Where dwell the brave at heart,
Their daring, nerve, and chivalry
Set Gryffindors apart;"
"Bold Gryffindor, from wild moor,"
"By Gryffindor, the bravest were
Prized far beyond the rest;"

"While the bravest and the boldest
Went to daring Gryffindor."


SLYTHERIN!

Slytherin
Founded by Salzar Slytherin, the house colors are Green and Silver. The mascot is a Snake. Slytherin favors pure-blood wizards as well as the cunning and sneeky. Ambition is what it takes to get into Slytherin. The Head of this House is Professor Severus Snape who teaches Potions. Famous members of this house are Tom Riddle (future Voldemort), Draco Malfoy, Lucius Malfoy, Narcissa Malfoy, Bellatrix Lestrange, Regulus Black, Severus Snape, Vincent Crabbe, Gregory Goyle, Marcus Flint, Pansy Parkinson
"Or perhaps in Slytherin
You'll make your real friends,
Those cunning folks use any means
To achieve their ends."
"Shrewd Slytherin, from fen."
"And power-hungry Slytherin
Loved those of great ambition."

"Slytherin
Took only pure-blood wizards
Of great cunning just like him."


RAVENCLAW!
Ravenclaw

Founded by Rowena Ravenclaw, the house colors are Blue and Copper. The mascot is an Eagle. Ravenclaw favors the intelegent and the bookworms. A big brain and an appetite for learning will get you a spot in this house. The Head of this House is Professor Felius Flitwick who teaches Charms. Famous members of this house are Luna Lovegood and Cho Chang. (Terry Boot is also mentioned a few times in the books as being a member of this house.)
"Or yet in wise old Ravenclaw,
if you've a ready mind,
Where those of wit and learning,
Will always find their kind;"
"Fair Ravenclaw, from glen,"
"For Ravenclaw, the cleverest
Would always be the best;"
"And only those of sharpest mind
Were taught by Ravenclaw"

HUFFLEPUFF!

Hufflepuff
Founded by Helga Hufflepuff, the house colors are Yellow and Black. The mascot is a Badger. Hufflepuff favors the hard-working. If you're loyal and true then you belong here. The Head of this House is Professor Pamona Sprout who teaches Herbology. Famous members are Cedric Diggory, Susan Bones, Hannah Abbott, Justin Finch-Fletchley, and Ernie Macmillan.
"You might belong in Hufflepuff,
Where they are just and loyal,
Those patient Hufflepuffs are true
And unafraid of toil;"

"Sweet Hufflepuff, from valley broad."
"For Hufflepuff, hard workers were
Most worthy of admission"

"Good Hufflepuff, she took the rest
and taught them all she knew,"

Thursday, May 5, 2011

Blah, Blah, Blog!

Well, hey guys, how's it goin'?
So I'm not really sure what to write about here since not a whole lot of people even see this blog (lolz), and the people I do I'm sitting in class with right now. *pokes Dei* *whispers to her* I'm sitting next to you (LOLZ)

So anyway I'm bored and we have to write a blog for tomorow but I forgot to put my research paper on my flashdrive so I can't really work on it, so I have to kill an entire period by writing this blog and finding something else productive to do. *rolls eyes* yeah, like that'll happen. *sigh* so anyway.... So yeah, even though this is due tomorow, I'm writing it today, although I may end up having to write one tomorow too. So yeah.... IDK what to talk about.... I have nothing.....

Oh so yeah, I'm sick, apparently and yesterday morning, I was in a hurry to get to school 'cause I thought I was going to be late, so my dad just grabed the cold medicine and gave it to me. Well turns out it's the nighttime kind. So yeah, I was litterally falling asleep in French (first period) yesterday. We didn't figure out that it was the nighttime kind until I came home. I slept from about 11 am to 2 pm yesterday after my dad came and picked me up from school.
Do you even realize how badly it messes with your head when you wake up and your eyes are trying (and failing) to focus on you're paper and it's entirely in french!!!! NOT FUN, MAN!

But yeah, so that was... interesting.... lolz.
I've never had that happen before but I was, like, seriously (in Madame's words) "drugged up". teehee.
I was falling asleep and my friend Brandi said to me-2nd period - "You're either really tired or really high."
It was pretty funny, or at least it was after I woke up. teehee. Atleast I remember everything though. *sigh*

So yeah, we got me some daytime medicine for this morning and if you add the normal amount of sleep I get every night, which I got last night, on top of the 3 or so hours I slept during the day yesterday and DUDE! I AM AWAKE!
I haven't been this awake (during the school year) in a LONG time, and I gotta say, It's pretty nice! lolz but unfortunately unless I take the nighttime stuff I really don't think I'll be getting that much sleep again for a while. Atleast not until school's out.

WHICH, BY THE WAY, is in like 4 weeks. Technically its only 3 more weeks starting monday but then we have the 3 extra days where we have to come in for exams *rolls eyes* so you know... *sigh* yeah....

well... I'm not really sure that I have much else to talk about..... Um...... yeah.......

Well, okay we'll talk about my randomness. teehee
Okay so I've been on this Harry Potter kick lately, like serious HP-ness, and I'm not really sure why...? But either way, It kind of amuses me. teehee. I've been watching the movies before I go to bed, and I'm always wearing my Slytherin hoodie and my school bookbag is a Slytherin bag so you know, I'm pretty decked out in Slytherin-wear.
I love Gryffindor too, don't get me wrong, there's just something about Slytherin that intriges and interests me.
If I have to do another blog tomorow, then I'll do a blog explaining my love for the different houses and what not and basically just a harry potter rant. ^_^ <3

~Peace&Love
Kiru

Thursday, April 28, 2011

... WOW.... This sucks!

Well, okay then, this totally sucks. The computers at my school are so freakin' slow that I can't even work on the stuff I'm supposed to be working on and it's hard for me to type on this keyboard because the keys stick or don't press down when I hit them. It's freakin' annoying....

I'm just going to do all of it at home, because what's the point in doing something here when it's going to be stupid anyway and either not let me save or only let me do half the stuff because it refuses to load properly.
If I'm being forced to do it, I'm at least going to put some effort into it and not half-ass it.
*shrugs* I'm it has to be done why not make it something I'm at least a little proud of.

So, now... I guess I really have nothing else to do, because technically I'm not even supposed to be doing this right now, you know! I'm supposed to be working on my Animated Cartoon or my Research Paper. But 1) I'm too lazy and I don't feel like doing my Research Paper right now and 2) the computer is too stupid to allow me to do my Animated Cartoon!

GAH!!!!! I HATE THESE COMPUTERS!!! I'm just going to wait till I get home I guess when I can get on my laptop and it is actually competent! O_O

OH MY GOD!!! okay well my first computer I tried to get on today didn't work so I had to move from my line of friends and now I'm sitting next to a nice person and a really annoying person on the other side of them... dear lord they need to shut up!

But anyway it doesn't matter I guess, well it sort of does but I'll live! ^_^ lolz

So yeah.... that's all I really have to say today since I'm just killing time...

~Peace&Love,
Kiru

Tuesday, April 26, 2011

EPIC FAIL!!!!!!!!

Why does school have to expect so much out of you? There isn't anything wrong with challenging the students, but teachers need to realize that we have lives outside of school as well as homework from other classes! They seem to think their class is the only one we have homework in and it's freakin' stupid! It's annoying, and it's simply untrue. Like, for example, just last night, I spend like freakin' 3 hours on French homework which she didn't even collect!!!! I'm going to turn it into her anyway on my way to 3rd period. I worked way too hard on that to forget about it and not turn it in!!! I also had Chem and I had to work on my project for Health which, by the way, out of our group of 5 people, only 3 actually do their work, and only 2 of them (being Me and my friend, SaBrina), do the majority of the work. It's PURE INSANITY!!!

With only 6 weeks left of school, at this point, you would think things would be slowing down if not at least staying the same, not speeding up! The problem is teachers finally figured out they are running out of time to teach us everything they wanted too, because they wasted too much time trying to get kids to shut up and pay attention! It's freakin' stupid, and unfair to those of us that have been working hard all year, and now are completely swamped as well as not having enough time in classes like French where we only get two days to learn an entire section of vocab! I know that since that's the case I need to study more, but it's not fair!!!! I don't have enough time to do everything! Between all my other homework and then the projects and everything else I don't freakin' have time to do all of it!!! I can't TAKE IT!!!!

It's so not fair!!!!!!! But anyway..... I guess I'll just have to suck it up and deal with it for 6 more weeks!!! I really home the teachers get their sanity back over the summer... I won't be able to take it if they're like this again next year!

~Peace&Love
Kiru

Thursday, April 14, 2011

I Have Noting To Write About

Well, as the title clearly states I have absloutley nothing to write about. I have nothing to say, nothing new has happend other than we just got back this week from Spring Break and it's been kind of chaotic with all the homework and stuff. I think some of the teachers have gone insane or something because of what they are expecting from us now. It's insanity. I don't know, man.

But yeah... okay so I just had to streach just to get that out... now I'm out of ideas again. I don't want to just rant about anime or anything 'cause I'm sure that would get boring after a while since even if I did, most people would still have absolutley NO idea what I was talking about. And I have no way to describe anime to someone, I just can't, I don't know how. But for the record: cartoons ARE NOT the same thing as anime. Yes some cartoons are anime, and some anime are cartoons but for the most part, cartoons are like what little kids watch on saturday mornings. Anime tends to be the shows targeted more toward teens. Like Naruto, Hetalia, (etc.) because there are alot more violence/slightly mature topics (etc.) like that in them. Sure younger kids probably watch some of them becuase some arn't that bad, and I will admit that I watch cartoons still *shrugs* so what, they're funny as hell! ^_^ <3 lolz
but yeah... so well... I think that covers my ranting pretty well
That's all for now

~Peace&Love,
Kiru

Saturday, April 2, 2011

BLAHHHHHH!!!! AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!

Yet another blog post and still nothing to say. I've been flipping between fandom's today [Harry Potter to Hetalia and back and forth]. I finally decided I feel more like Gilbert (Prussia) than Draco today, so yeah, I've been watching Hetalia videos on YouTube all day. I have nothing better to do.

I'm bored and this is pointlessly stupid. I have nothing to say, I had to try really hard to just get that much and it was lame..... since when does anybody care about my inner-mind fandom itentity crisis thingys that I have like every other day lolz.
No I'm not crazy, at least not officially or like that anyway...

So yeah, I agree with Laney's blog except for the fact that after this year, I will probably create a Cosplay-Specific Blog and just update about cosplay stuff or something.... IDK... alot of other cosplayers have bloggers so I guess it's a good way to get stuff like Con Information out to people or whatever IDK....

I'm still bored, and I guess that's all I have to say for now...

~Peace&Love,
Kiru

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

Video - The Lost Boys

SCHADENFREUDE!!!!! (german for "happiness at the misfortune at others")

I'm sorry but it sucks for them and I'm sorry that it happend but I am so happy it wasn't me, it shouldn't have but I don't really have much to say on the matter.
It makes me sad that that happend to them, it was completely unfair, and I feel bad for them. No one deserves to go through what they did... I don't really know....

Well

~Peace&Love
Kiru

Tuesday, March 15, 2011

OGT WEEK!! OWLs AND OTHER SHENANIGANS!!!

OGT Week
OH MY GOD I'M GONNA DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I swear to god, it's freakin annoying cause not only am I tired from taking two hours of tests every morning, but I have French first period and IT'S KILLING ME!!!
The tests themselves I don't mind, it's the fact that after a 2 hour test, I walk into french class and have a quiz (BOTH DAYS so far!!) IT'S KILLING ME!!!
I think I failed the quiz last period because I can barely speek ENGLISH (on a normal day when we start at 8) but after 2 HOURS OF TESTING I CAN STILL BARELY SPEEK INGLISH ENGLISH and apparently I can't spell either. *sigh*
IDK but it's freaking annoying. it's not fair, I realize everyone else who has had to take them has been through the same thing but still, they DIDN'T HAVE FRENCH FIRST PERIOD most of them anyway ... you know what I mean.

BUT I REALIZED SOMETHING OVER THE WEEKEND!!!!!
THE OGT IS LIKE THE non-magical, Muggle version of the OWLs
(yes I'm a Harry Potter Nerd and Proud Of It!!!<3)

Other Shenanigans
well I don't really have much to say as far as other shenanigans other than the fact that I'm super tired expecially because of the Spring Forward time change thingy, so yeah..... I am however wearing my new Slytherin Hoodie which IS AMAZINGLY SOFT and I GOT IT ON CLEARANCE!!! FROM HOT TOPIC!!! YAYZ!!!!!! so yeah! ..... and yesterday I wore my brand new DRESS that I got from Hot Topic too and ITS AMAZING!!! so yeah I had a sudden realization after I bought it that it reminds me for some reason of like Punk Lichtenstein so yeah.... idk, just a sudden realization lolz!!! I will probably attempt to do something with that eventually IDK just as a random side project probably since I have her hair cut and color already lolz ^_^ so yeah... IDK..

thats all for now

~Peace&Love
Kiru

Friday, March 11, 2011

OH DEAR LORD!!!!

Okay so I've recently been doing this like Microsoft Excel document with info from ALL my stories in it.

OH DEAR LORD!!!!
WHY DO I HAVE SO MANY STORIES!!!!

I'm not even joking. I've been doing this for over a week now cause this was what I was working on last weekend when my computer died.
Now granted I can only work on it a few hours at a time cause otherwise I get bored and sleepy and stuff. So yeah, but still!!!! I have 58 AND I'M NOT EVEN DONE!!! I'm close, but NOT DONE!!!! OH MY GOD!!!! I THINK I JUST LIKE MAKING THINGS DIFICULT FOR MYSELF OR SOMETHING!!!!

But yeah... so that's really the only thing I have to say to you guys.... um.... yeah...
I will let you know how many I have when I'm acutally done cause TECHNICALLY I'm working on #58 right now so I only have 57 DONE! but STILL!!! so yeah... LOLZ

~Peace&Love
Kiru

Tuesday, March 8, 2011

SUPER BORED WITH NO IDEA WHAT TO WRITE

Well..... I'm super bored. I finished my research paper introduction last night 'cause I didn't want to have to attempt to do the entire thing in class. So.... now I have really nothing to do other than this and I don't even know what to write. *dramatic pause*
Well..........It's really cold in here... lolz.... why does the stupid computer lab have to be cold all the time... okay well I know why (to keep the computers from overheating) but STILL!!!!!

Literature
Um..... well I recently started reading The Hunger Games (class book) which I am only about 1/4 of the way threw the book and I already have a notebook and a poster in merch. lolz. It's a good book so far, and my friend Brandi couldn't put it down, she's on book 3 already....

I also started Witch & Wizard: The Gift  over the weekend when I got it from the bookstore. So now I just need to finish like the last 10 pgs of True Talents so that I don't confuse myself too much by trying to read 4 different books at the same time. I am also reading The Dragon Heir as just a like 'at home' book type thing so yeah 4 books total and I will go insane so thankfully I'm almost done with True Talents which made me have flailing arms of DOOM a grand total of like 6 times and that ALOT for one book. ^_^ YAYZ!!! but yeah.. It's a really good book.
So anyway...that's it for this section

Music
I recently discovered I like You're Going Down by Sick Puppies and I'm such a dork that I downloaded 4 songs from Phineas and Ferb (you know that cartoon show which is AWESOME and HILARIOUS by the way lolz) on iTunes because I'm just that much of a nerd lolz. ^_^ but proud of it!
So yeah.... I also recently got Cold War Transmissions by Anberlin cuase its an awesome song lolz.
Well, that's really all for that part since i find most of my new music on YouTube from cosplay videos cuase like I said I'm just that much of a dork/nerd person lolz.

School
OMG I DON'T WANT THE OGT'S TO BE SO CLOSE!!!!! I'M A TAD FREAKED OUT!!!! OMG!!!! but at the same time I'm not really all that freaked out because the only thing that I think is gonna be a problem is Social Studies because THEY TEST US ON THINGS WE HAVENT EVEN LEARNED YET!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HOW IS THAT FAIR?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

Other News
Well... I think I might be getting sick but IDK cuase you know... it's hard to tell.... so yeah... it could just be that I don't feel good but yesterday and today i've sorta been out of it and i felt really crappy yesterday and so far i'm just REALLY hungry right now - it's only 2nd period and I have to wait till 6th period for lunch... I'M GONNA DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so yeah...... I think that's it cause there isn't really any cosplay news for right now or anything so yeah....

~Peace&Love
Kiru

Saturday, March 5, 2011

Life Sucks... I guess it's just one of those days.

Life sucks.
I guess it's just one of those days or something...
first my computer crashes and it's not even like a crash it's because the battery is bad so like it still works if I keep it plugged in but it does this random thing where it will just shut it self off for no apparent reason it's done it like 4 or 5 times now but it's not very offten it's like every three months or something.... idk....
but it's really frustraiting because then when i'm working on stuff i have to try to get the recovery well... i accidentally hit the big X instead of the small x and I lost the page I've been working on for the last like two hours or something. Now I wasn't working strait, hardcore or anything so it really didn't take me quite that long but still ... I bassically just WAISTED two hours of my life because now I have to go back and retype everything....

THEN ON TOP OF THAT

It looks like crap out side cause it's all rainy and stuff and I wanted to go to the bookstore but my mom said we probably weren't gonna go and I don't blame her or anything but it's kinda annoying and right now I really wish i had my temps or soemthing or perferably my acutal lisence so I could just be like "I'm goin' to the book store see ya later", ya know.... *sigh* idk.... i'm just frustrated and feel like I wanna cry right now....... It's just a bad day I guess.....

And it started out so well... with breakfast from McDonalds.

Friday, March 4, 2011

CAKE!!!!!! OMG!!!!

So apparently it's National Grammar Day and WE GOT CAKE!!!!!!YAYZ!!!!!

Me and Dei both just thought he had named something else we had to do 'Cake' or something and then we turned around and there was ACTUALLY CAKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YAY!!!!!!!!

Wow... I got 2 peices of cake MMMMMMMM!!!!!

It's super yummy!!!!!

Friday, February 25, 2011

A Death In The Family - UPDATE

I meant to update this earlier but I never got the chance so I'm gonna do it now.

Apparently we have more information now, and we believe, after family members talking to eachother, that my Uncle Danny got the blood clot when he fell on the ice a few days earlier. It was like one of those full out, land-flat-on-your-back falls and he was actually really hurt for a while. We believe this may be how he got the blood clot.

So yeah...... sucks..... alot....
Oh, yeah the funeral was last Thursday...

it was super boring and super depressing and made me cry although i wanted to smack the preacher.
Apparently my Uncle Danny's Wife's brother is a preacher/pastor dude (whatever the hell he is) and he was doing the speach thing you know and it was all good and then he launches into this like recruting routine and it was pissing me and my dad off. It was TOTALLY inapropriate.
I was so pissed it made me not sad cause not only that but he also was doing this "well, if you don't believe in the same Jesus he [uncle danny] did then you're never gonna see him again"!!!!!
So he basically just said to us "If you're not a christian than you'll never see him again"
now the preacher/pastor can have his believe. if he beleives that way then he can that's his choise but don't tell me I'll never see him again at his funeral if i'm not a christian. it was just stupid and pissed me off. So yeah anyway.
my grandpa is taking it hard and idk what's gonna happen now but hopefully it will get easier on my grandma and stuff so fingers crossed.

So yeah... ranting...

That's all for now

~Peace&Love,
Kiru

Saturday, February 12, 2011

A Death In The Family

I just found out that apparently my dad's cousin, my Uncle Danny was found dead in his garage of a heart attack. He was only in his 50's never smoked and was in pretty good health considering he was a racecar driver for many years.
I comes as a big shock to everyone and he will be missed. My grandpa will probably be taking it harder than most other people in the family and the next few weeks are probably going to suck a lot.
I wasn't real close to him but he was a good man and he was always so nice.
I think it just happend earlier today so we don't have any details as to the funeral or anything yet.
This is the first death in the family that I've been old enough to remember or possibly been alive for because I don't remember how old I was or if I was even born when my mom's grandma passed away.

It's always sad to lose someone, expecially so unexpectedly.

And what's even worse is that today is my Grandma's birthday.
Well, that's all I have to say.

~Peace&Love
Kiru

Wednesday, February 9, 2011

BLAHHHHHHHHH! Random Ranting and Shinanigans

Well, I'm not sure what to write about! I'm running out of things to talk about, like seriously, my life is fairly boring. lol I can't write every week, I have nothing to write about. .........
........
It doesn't help that I'm tired. Plus, it doesn't really help either that lately we've been watching a really crapy romance movie in French class which I have 1st period, by the way. I ABSOLUTELY HATE ROMANCE MOVIES. They make me gag. They are so stupid and mushy and I just want to punch someone in the face when I'm forced to watch them. Real life doesn't happen like that, okay, I'm sorry it just doesn't. The guy doesn't always get the girl of his dreams, the girl deosn't always meet her "Prince Charming".
It. Just. Doesn't. Happen.
(now that's not to say that it can't but it just doesn't happen to everyone 100% of the time)

I'm sorry even if there is romance in a movie there needs to be SOME TYPE OF ACTION.
Explosions or people dying or whatever but SOMETHING more realistic and more entertaining than just watching people make out and then get pissed, leave, just to come back again. It's pointless and stupid and a waste of my time.

But it does beat starting Chap 5 in French. lolz
So I guess I'll suffer threw it. idk.... but anyway that was my little rant about romance movies..... (which are pointless)

But yeah, I'm a girl and I would much rather watch someone get their head choped off or watch them get blown to peices by like a bomb or something than watch a freakin' chick flick.
Ex) I would rather watch Lord of the Rings or Resident Evil than...(i think it's "Eat. Pray.Love") or some crap like that.

Now that's not to say that I want to watch realistic movies, cause I don't. My favorite kind of movies and literature are fantasy,
It's just that I feel like if you watch those movies it's like an extension of the LIE we're fed when we're little (from those Disney Princess movies) (which don't get me wrong I love Disney movies I'm just saying it starts young) that every girl will find her "Prince" and they'll "ride off into the sun set and live happily every after" when that JUST. DOESN'T. HAPPEN.
(like i said, I'm not saying it can't happen I just feel like they are lying to us when they basically tell us it happens 100% of the time.)

So anyway that's that, I guess.
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So yeah, In other news, I finally got some pictures from Ohayocon '11 posted on my dA.
I still never uploaded Metrocon photos I think so I'll do that this weekend or something. I kept meaning to and I just never got around to it but I promise I will. Not that we have a lot. We never end up with THAT many pictures from the con because we are fairly shy when it comes to asking people for pictures, well it's more just me but them too even if they won't admit it.
I always feel like I'm inturupting a conversation or something and then I feel bad, idk, I'm also just really shy like if I don't know you. If I know you I'm not shy at all but if I'm not with my friends or if I have to talk to someone I don't know expecially at a con where I'm like "they're totally awesome" I get even shyer (is that even a word... idk oh well)

But yeah, so and we also don't have any pictures of us. We never take any pictures of ourselves for some reason unles it's like with other people which we didn't even do this year, like we took pictures with other people it was just always them who asked and it was always their camera and stuff so yeah... but anyway it was still a ton of fun and like I said I will be posting the Metrocon photos (half-a-year later) lolz

Oh, well, I'm easily distracted and lazy *shrugs* lolz
Well, that's all for now.

~Peace&Love
Kiru

Friday, February 4, 2011

OHAYOCON '11 ~ AFTERMATH lolz

So...... yet another blog where I have no idea what to write about.....
Well, um.... I have absolutely no idea what to write but maybe I'll have an idea after the fire drill, idk.
We'll see, I guess, but that's not till 9: 15 so what do I do until then?

Um.... well I guess I could do a small blog on Ohayocon '11. Yeah! That's what I'll do. lolz

Okay, so
OHAYOCON '11

It was SUPER FUN AND AMAZING! I absolutely loved going just as much as last year. It was super fun and everyone was so amazing. Except for this one dude who called me Zombie L then asked either me or my L (I'm still not sure which one of us he was talking too) (my cousin think's it was Laney (L) and I thought it was me but oh well) and he asked one of us how it felt to die and I politly pointed out that I was not Zombie L, I was Beyond Birthday (BB) [an entirely different character] and then I told him "but still not good." cause it still doesn't feel very good to die, either way. And he looked pissed. So oh well. He needs to get his character's strait and stop being such a jerk cause it's not that he didn't know who I was it was that he got all upset when I politly corrected him. Not to mention he needs to be more specific on who he's talking too. Just sayin'.
But other than that I had an amazing time and I know Laney and my cousin did too. We looked SO SUPER AMAZING! I will have to post some pictures in my next blog after I get them from my cousin. We used her camera so I don't have any of the pictures yet. lolz
But we did have a run in with the same creepy little girl that we had issues with last year when she like stalked Dei. She found us after we hadn't even been there for like 5 min. and just kept asking for Mello! IT WAS CREEPY!
So eventually we tried to sell out another Mello since we saw one down stairs earlier and we just wanted her to leave. IT WAS SCARY! SHE'S FREAKIN' PSYCHOPATHIC!
But Creepers aside, like I keep saying it was fun. The Gir Hour was amusing and the Hetalia panel "Ask A Nation" was FREAKIN' HILARIOUS! It was so funny, expecially when someone asked America what he thought of their rainbow flag. America answered that he "colored with all the crayons in the box!" everyone died laughing it was so funny.
~random injection~Okay well, I'm back from the firedrill now lolz~
Okay so, yeah, that's really all there is to say about Ohayocon. I'm looking forward to next year.

~Peace&Love
Kiru

Tuesday, January 25, 2011

MUSIC

Well, apparently today our topic is Music! Yay! Finally a blog topic I can actually write on. lol

Types of Music: I was raised on Country so I still like it even though I only listen to a few of my favorite songs anymore. I only really listen to it when I'm in the car with my mom, now. Now, thanks to my friends, I actually listen to GOOD music now. lol (not to say that country isn't good, it's just an inside joke) Now, I listen to Alternative, Rock, Metal (etc. (meaning all the different forms of Rock that are out there like Alt.Rock, Pop Rock (not as much but still)). I listen to a bit of pretty much everything except for like Rap, cause it's stupid. Sorry if you like Rap, this is just my opinion but it's stupid. You're entitled to you're own opinion just as I am entitled to mine.

Bands: Okay, now here's the LONG, FUN part. lolz ^_^ some of my favorite bands include the following-
Simple Plan, Rise Against, Black Veil Brides, Linkin Park, Paramore, The Birthday Massacre, Panic! At The Disco, Relient K, My Chemical Romance, Avenged Sevenfold, Thousand Foot Krutch, Green Day, Skillet, Tokio Hotel, We Are The Fallen, Three Days Grace (etc.) I absolutely love these bands, some more than others, as you would guess, but still. As well as that, I love Avril Lavigne, The Blackout, Bowling for Soup, Boys Like Girls, Crossfade, Disturbed [<-tribute to Laney], Emilie Autumn, Escape The Fate, Evanescence, Fall Out Boy, Good Charlotte, Goodnight Nurse, Hollywood Undead, Hinder, Kate Voegele, Kill Hannah, KYO, Metallica, Nickelback, Papa Roach, RED, Skillet, Secondhand Serenade, t.A.T.u., Smile Empty Soul, Owl City, Sugarcult, Trapt, Within Temptation (etc.)

Okay, so now to indepth stuff. ^_^ <3

Well, even though I don't really consider myself to have ONE SPECIFIC favorite band, I will explain why my top favorites are just that.

For all of the following bands this next sentence applies.
I love the originallity and the fact that they arn't afraid to be original even though people will disaprove because deep down you just have to be you no matter what others say.

Simple Plan - I love them because the lyrics are realistic and they speek to me, if you know what I mean. The band consists of Pierre Bouvier, Sébastien Lefebvre, David Desrosiers, Chuck Comeau, and Jeff Stinco. Some of my favorite songs by them are Shut Up, Me Against The World, Generation, Running Out Of Time, and Welcome To My Life.

Black Veil Brides - I love the message that this band strives to give, the lead singer, Andy Six, has mentioned several times in his Vlog, which is "Never Give In." http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tEK6qJMushs   Now this was a long time ago so the band members have changed ALOT since then) so here are the current band members: Andrew "Andy Six" Biersack, Ashley Purdy, Jeremy "Jinxx" Ferguson, Jake Pitts, and Christian Coma. "Black Veil Brides is an American rock band formed in 2006 in Cincinnati, Ohio."--BVB's Wikipedia page.
Some of my favorite songs are Knives and Pens, Perfect Weapon, Sweet Blasphemy, and Children Surrender.
I absolutely love them, and they are a real inspiration to me from just about every aspect from Music to just 'Never Giving In'. lol <3 probably tied for first on my favorite bands list

The Birthday Massacre - I just have this love for them that I can't explain. I just love the sound and the originallity and the fact that they arn't afraid to be original and don't try to conform to what others want or expect.
Some of my favorite songs are Weekend, Violet, Looking Glass, Happy Birthday, and Goodnight.

Paramore - I love the messages of their songs, they just speek to me, expecially their new stuff (the album above). Some of my favorite songs are Ignorance, Playing God, Feeling Sorry, and Looking Up. I really agree with the messages of the songs and their songs just speek to me.

Rise Against - I love them! I love this album (the one above). SO FAR, every song I have heard from this album I LOVE! I love the passion and they lyrics and the beat, and the message.
Some of my favorite songs are Collapse (Post-Amerika) [my fave song], Long Forgotten Sons, From Heads Unworthy, The Strength To Go On and Entertainment.

Panic! At The Disco - I just love them. The whole crazyness of them, they amuse me greatly and i just love the music.
Some of my favorite songs are The Only Difference Between Martyrdom and Suicide Is Press Coverage, London Beckoned Songs About Money Written By Machines, Lying Is The Most Fun A Girl Can Have Without Taking Her Clothes Off, I Constantly Thank God For Esteban, and There's A Good Reason These Tables Are Numbered Honey, You Just Haven't Thought Of It Yet (it's in italics because there was a comma in the song name so I didn't want you to be confused)

Well that just about wraps up my Music Blog cause I could Go on FOREVER if i really went through every band I LOVE, so these are ones I ABSOLUTELY LOVE or have known longer.

~Peace&Love
Kiru

Friday, January 14, 2011

SEMESTER EXAMS ARE OVER YAYZ

YAYZ ITS OVER
now I don't have to worry bout them again until the end of the year when we have our Finals. YAYZ

I'm soooo happy! and yay I got out early today too I'm happy. Me, SaBrina and Ray played hangman all through the 6th period exam cause we had lunch. so yayz lol and me and SaBrina discussed Hetalia. lol

So yeah that was all i wanted to say so i guess thats all for now

~Peace&Love,
Kiru

Thursday, January 13, 2011

SEMESTER EXAMS!!!!! lolz

Well it's Day 2 of Semester Exams and so far it's going pretty good. I get to leave school early today, like really early- 11:15 am. And school starts at 8 am. ^_^ lolz

Day 1: was French (first period = first exam btw) [I can barely speak English that early in the morning]; Gym II [which was litterally the exact same test from Gym I, but atleast it was easy] (I knew I could pass it lol); and US History in which I got a B - 85% ^_^ yayz!

Day 2: right now it's the first exam of today which is English. It was easy. *shrugs* next I have Chemistry with Dei which isn't really a semester exam cause he thinks that its mean to make us take a test over 18 weeks of material, so he gives us a test each 6 weeks and then adds the three together to get our semester exam (same with finals) so it will be a peace of cake. ^_^ <3 Then I get to leave since the last exam period to day is my study hall. YAY!!!

Day 3: I only have one exam tomorrow technically but I have to stay through the second one because my grandparents can't get me that early. *shrugs* oh well. But tomorrow I have Geometry o_O and then the next exam period is my lunch so I just get to sit in the Cafeteria and do nothing but oh well I can work on my stories. But then I get to leave, again at 11:15 tomorrow too YAYZ!!!!!!!!!!

Okay well that's all for now I guess I just wanted to update and shinanigens (sp?) lolz

Peace&Love,
Kiru