Convention Sweet Home

Okay, well I mentioned in my last journal something about how I was basically having Con-Withdraw. Honestly, I do miss being at a con. It doesn't matter if it's been two days or two months since I've been to one, I honestly and truely miss the feeling of a con.
The feeling of belonging no matter what, where you can be as crazy as you want and as silly and as random as you want and you don't feel judged or anything. I mean, I'm a very shy person if we've just met or if you see me without my friends. They bring out my crazy side because with them I know I can just be myself and I won't be judged and honestly I get that at con's too. I'm just still working on my shyness because it's just the way I am. I feel awkward around strangers, well, I feel awkward just walking up and talking to them, but if they talk to me first I'm actually a lot less shy. lolz... IDK why I just am... lolz <3

But yeah, if I could I would live at a Con, because I honestly miss the feeling sometimes, of belonging, and being accepted no matter what... it's not that I don't feel that way outside of a Con but it's a different kind of belonging, ya know? I don't know, I think it's just something you either understand or don't... I don't really know if I'm explaining it well, but this is just what my heart tells me to write so yeah... IDK.... IDK.....

I really wish I was less shy sometimes because I think I could make some really good friends at cons... so I'm going to try to be less shy and maybe actually make a friend or two lolz... I don't expect to just make some friends at MatsuriCon but for the rest of my Con-Going life I hope I can make atleast a few new friends. I really do love meeting new people that I get along with and the more friends I have to cosplay with and talk about anime with THE BETTER.
As the saying goes:
The more the merry-er! lolz

But yeah, like these two cosplayers I met at Ohayocon. One cosplayed Mello from Death Note and the other was Poison Ivy and someone else (i forget who) lolz but they were REALLY SUPER NICE AND AWESOME AND I really should have asked if they had deviantART accounts... i hope i can see them again maybe at MatsuriCon... I would love to get to know them better they seemed really cool and nice ^_^ <3
Despite my shyness I LOVE making new friends and I'm all for giving everyone a chance!

well, that's all for now, I guess lolz
Sorry I sorta started rambling toward the end, it's late at night/early in the morning lolz and i'm kinda tired.... so yeah... lolz

~Peace&Love,
Kiru