R.I.P. GRAMPY

Tonight, my grandpa passed away. This is really the first death in my family that will really effect me on a day-to-day basis. I'm not gonna lie, it's hard. But there were so many problems, it's for the best. He's in a better place now, and I know it.
Even in the last few years, as it got harder for him to talk, one think I was always able to understand was when he said "I Love You" and I know he does. And I can only hope he knows how much I love him back.

With Eternal Love from your Grand-daughter.
I will always love you, no matter what.

R.I.P.
<3

~Peace&Love,
Breanna <3

A Death In The Family - UPDATE

I meant to update this earlier but I never got the chance so I'm gonna do it now.

Apparently we have more information now, and we believe, after family members talking to eachother, that my Uncle Danny got the blood clot when he fell on the ice a few days earlier. It was like one of those full out, land-flat-on-your-back falls and he was actually really hurt for a while. We believe this may be how he got the blood clot.

So yeah...... sucks..... alot....
Oh, yeah the funeral was last Thursday...

it was super boring and super depressing and made me cry although i wanted to smack the preacher.
Apparently my Uncle Danny's Wife's brother is a preacher/pastor dude (whatever the hell he is) and he was doing the speach thing you know and it was all good and then he launches into this like recruting routine and it was pissing me and my dad off. It was TOTALLY inapropriate.
I was so pissed it made me not sad cause not only that but he also was doing this "well, if you don't believe in the same Jesus he [uncle danny] did then you're never gonna see him again"!!!!!
So he basically just said to us "If you're not a christian than you'll never see him again"
now the preacher/pastor can have his believe. if he beleives that way then he can that's his choise but don't tell me I'll never see him again at his funeral if i'm not a christian. it was just stupid and pissed me off. So yeah anyway.
my grandpa is taking it hard and idk what's gonna happen now but hopefully it will get easier on my grandma and stuff so fingers crossed.

So yeah... ranting...

That's all for now

~Peace&Love,
Kiru

A Death In The Family

I just found out that apparently my dad's cousin, my Uncle Danny was found dead in his garage of a heart attack. He was only in his 50's never smoked and was in pretty good health considering he was a racecar driver for many years.
I comes as a big shock to everyone and he will be missed. My grandpa will probably be taking it harder than most other people in the family and the next few weeks are probably going to suck a lot.
I wasn't real close to him but he was a good man and he was always so nice.
I think it just happend earlier today so we don't have any details as to the funeral or anything yet.
This is the first death in the family that I've been old enough to remember or possibly been alive for because I don't remember how old I was or if I was even born when my mom's grandma passed away.

It's always sad to lose someone, expecially so unexpectedly.

And what's even worse is that today is my Grandma's birthday.
Well, that's all I have to say.

~Peace&Love
Kiru