Thursday, December 22, 2011

Happy Holidays

Well, there's really not much to say other than

Happy Hollidays to Everyone.

and other than that pretty much I'll be posting again probably on chirstmas eve and stuff and probably after also with some Cosplay updates and such so yeah... that's really all I wanted to say....

really short, I know but it happens... lolz
that's all for now i guess

~Peace&Love,
Kiru

Thursday, November 17, 2011

I'M THANKFUL FOR....... (a pre-thanksgiving day journal)

Well, we all know that Thanksgiving is a time for thinking about everything we're thankful for in life. Here are some things I'm thankful for.

I'm thankful for my friends and how they have brightened my whole life just by being in it, they make me smile and laugh, they mean the world to me, I love them dearly and I don't know what I would do without them.
~To My Friends: We don't always agree or see eye to eye, but you guys mean the world to me, all of you. You all have changed me, made me who I am, and I'm so thankful for that. Without you guys, I'm not sure what would happen and I hope I never have to find out. We may grow apart someday, hopefully not, but always know that even if that were to happen, I still love you and you have forever become a part of me and who I am.

Also for my parents and the rest of my family for being, in general, very nice, loving and supportive.

I'm thankful for life in general. Sometimes it sucks, but there are so many good things about it. I'm thankful for everything I have because I know some people arn't as lucky. I know I have it better off than a lot of people and I know sometimes I take that for granted. I don't mean too, because I really do know how lucky I am and I am truely thankful for the life I have been given and the life I am allowed to continue living. Everything may not always turn out the way I would like and sometimes stuff happens that we can't control, but all in all, life is pretty good. Thanks to the people I am surrounded by in it.

Let me know what you're thankful for.

Peace&Love,
Kiru

Wednesday, October 12, 2011

R.I.P. GRAMPY

Tonight, my grandpa passed away. This is really the first death in my family that will really effect me on a day-to-day basis. I'm not gonna lie, it's hard. But there were so many problems, it's for the best. He's in a better place now, and I know it.
Even in the last few years, as it got harder for him to talk, one think I was always able to understand was when he said "I Love You" and I know he does. And I can only hope he knows how much I love him back.

With Eternal Love from your Grand-daughter.
I will always love you, no matter what.

R.I.P.
<3

~Peace&Love,
Breanna <3

Friday, September 16, 2011

Stupid School and Crazy Homework

Okay, so I know my last rant about School and stuff was really short but that's because I was supposed to be doing homework and stuff and I was just really annoyed. So I just feel like this is a blog worthy occasion because 2 things:
1) I AM ELIGABLE FOR NATIONAL HONOR SOCIETY!!! OMG!!!
and
2) This is the FIRST FRIDAY EVERY WHERE I HAVE HAD TO DO HOMEWORK!
I don't nessecarrily have to do it tonight, but I feel I have to because I have so much that I don't want to stress myself out even more on Sunday by not having enough time to finish it all even though I'm still not convinced that I will get all my Chemistry questions done anyway... there is just too much work involved with each question for me to be able to do them quickly..... so yeah...

This year is gonna be insane. It's the first year I actually have challenging classes with hard homework and honestly, it's gonna kill me I think. I'm gonna have to change my entire habits and everything if I'm gonna start doing well enough to actually pass those stupid AP tests at the end of the year I think.

IDK. I guess we'll see but I don't know... this makes me a little scared for college..... I guess I never really knew or gave it much thoguht as to actually HOW MUCH they really expect you to do on your own... I'm so used to teachers reminding me of everything we have to do and stuff... but oh well.. I guess we'll have to see how it goes.....

Wednesday, September 14, 2011

SCHOOL SUCKS!!!!

Okay dude, so I didn't get to start my homework tonight till like 9 PM and now it's 10, I usually go to bed about 11 and I'm not even done with English yet. It only took me like 5 secs to do Math but I still have to finish English, do French, and read for AP Euro .... yeah, not happening..... i can tell you that right now.... I'm gonna have to do a lot of it in study hall tomorrow.....

~Peace&Love,
Kiru

Sunday, September 4, 2011

The Little Things

Have you ever thought about how something so minor/small/ unimportant in the large scheme of things can have such a big impact on you. Like not having your speciall pillow or blanket and then you can't have it for some reason. Could be something as simple as it's downstairs in the washer but won't dry fast enough. And you have to try to sleep without it and just the very thought makes you depressed and makes you wanna cry even though you feel stupid crying over something so silly.

It's really amazing how the little things can effect us in the most massive ways sometimes, without us even realizing it until something happens and we don't have that security anymore....that peace of mind..... And it's a bit scary really....

Saturday, August 27, 2011

Back To School

Okay well, back to school for us. Three days in an I already have homework over the weekend. I am gonna die in Chem 2 this year... WHY DIDN'T I COMMIT MORE STUFF TO MEMORY LAST YEAR?!?!?!?

Hopefully, I'll manage to survive and make it through this year with a minimal number of deaths (meaning I don't die too many times due to homework and stuff) but, all in all...
I think this year will be fun.

JUNIOR YEAR, MAN!!

I have resolved to take lots of pictures and video and I make no promises I will not show up to school in cosplay at some point. lolz <3

I'm an upperclassmen now... I can do whatever the hell I want lmao... but no seriously... I will show up to the school in atleast one of my wigs at somepoint lmao <3 ...

AP Euro is gonna be interesting I think but hard. Damn college level classes. Why do I have to be smart. lmao
AP English will be easy I think...
Chem 2 is gonna be hard as hell I think...
Algebra 2 I don't have an opinion on yet cause we havent done anything but I have already started making new friends who are also into anime
Psychology will be interesting but the class is PACKED! (second semester i have Government so we'll have to wait and see how that class is)
Study hall is boring but i think it will be useful
Lunch is lunch but it sucks having it 6th period again - the last lunch period of the day.... by that time I'm ready to eat someone's face off lmao
French 3 will be difficult but *sigh* ya know, *shrugs* that's what I get for wanting to graduate with honnors lolz <3 ^_^

Well, that's all for now, I'll put up a rant later that some of my friends already got to see on my facebook about lobsters. So, till then...

~Peace&Love,
Kiru

Friday, August 5, 2011

Convention Sweet Home

Okay, well I mentioned in my last journal something about how I was basically having Con-Withdraw. Honestly, I do miss being at a con. It doesn't matter if it's been two days or two months since I've been to one, I honestly and truely miss the feeling of a con.
The feeling of belonging no matter what, where you can be as crazy as you want and as silly and as random as you want and you don't feel judged or anything. I mean, I'm a very shy person if we've just met or if you see me without my friends. They bring out my crazy side because with them I know I can just be myself and I won't be judged and honestly I get that at con's too. I'm just still working on my shyness because it's just the way I am. I feel awkward around strangers, well, I feel awkward just walking up and talking to them, but if they talk to me first I'm actually a lot less shy. lolz... IDK why I just am... lolz <3

But yeah, if I could I would live at a Con, because I honestly miss the feeling sometimes, of belonging, and being accepted no matter what... it's not that I don't feel that way outside of a Con but it's a different kind of belonging, ya know? I don't know, I think it's just something you either understand or don't... I don't really know if I'm explaining it well, but this is just what my heart tells me to write so yeah... IDK.... IDK.....

I really wish I was less shy sometimes because I think I could make some really good friends at cons... so I'm going to try to be less shy and maybe actually make a friend or two lolz... I don't expect to just make some friends at MatsuriCon but for the rest of my Con-Going life I hope I can make atleast a few new friends. I really do love meeting new people that I get along with and the more friends I have to cosplay with and talk about anime with THE BETTER.
As the saying goes:
The more the merry-er! lolz

But yeah, like these two cosplayers I met at Ohayocon. One cosplayed Mello from Death Note and the other was Poison Ivy and someone else (i forget who) lolz but they were REALLY SUPER NICE AND AWESOME AND I really should have asked if they had deviantART accounts... i hope i can see them again maybe at MatsuriCon... I would love to get to know them better they seemed really cool and nice ^_^ <3
Despite my shyness I LOVE making new friends and I'm all for giving everyone a chance!

well, that's all for now, I guess lolz
Sorry I sorta started rambling toward the end, it's late at night/early in the morning lolz and i'm kinda tired.... so yeah... lolz

~Peace&Love,
Kiru

Life and Other Random Crap

So yeah, haven't updated in a while and I have nothing better to do than this so I figure, Why Not?. lolz
Um.... well, School starts up again in a few weeks and I'm half-dreading/half-looking forward too school. I love being able to see everyone and everything and I actually don't mind school. I do however hate homework and the fact that school starts at 8 am instead of like 1pm when I am actually fully awake. lolz
Night School could work for me... I'm practically a vampire as it is, why not just make it even more and let me have night school, dude. lolz <3
But yeah, recently I've been watching Soul Eater and Vampire Knight and I love them both. Although I already knew I loved Soul Eater but I finally got to watch Vampire Knight and I AM ADDICTED dude. I can't wait to have enough free time to watch the rest of the episodes lolz <3

So yeah.... um.... I can't believe summer has come and gone so fast... it's weird... the school year seems to drag on forever, until its over then it seems like it passed so quickly... it's the same with summer... one second I have three months and a ton of summer work to do and now its august and i only have a few weeks and like 2 papers to write lolz....
I'm a procrastinator, what can I say... lolz <3 *shrugs*

I'm also looking forward to MATSURICON in a few weeks. I don't have anything special planed but I've been practically having Con-Withdraw lolz so it'll be nice just to be back with my people lolz <3 jk but seriously it'll be nice to go to a con... i'll do another journal about that because i really have a lot to say about cons lolz so yeah.. i guess that's it for now...

~Peace&Love,
Kiru

Wednesday, July 27, 2011

Which Hogwarts House Would..... I ..........Be In?

Well, me and my friends have had many lengthy descusions about this particular question over the years. We grew up with Harry Potter and everyone who's read the books or watched the movies has probably thought about this.

What Hogwarts House would you be in?

Well, I've given it some deep and phylisophical thought and I think I've figured out my personal House.
I belive that based on my shyness and the fact that I think rude and mean things and never actually do or say them because of that shyness. Also friendship is probably one of the most important things to me. So based on my personallity and stuff, I believe that I'm outwardly a Gryffindor and innwardly a Slytherin. So this means I would probably be placed in Gryffindor. Which is fine with me however since the Sorting hat does take into account your choice I might end up in Slytherin because I'd choose to be. I mean come on, their freakin' common room is under water HOW COOL IS THAT!!! lolz

Now, if you have read or watched Harry Potter at all I bet you have a general idea of the House traits so that helps if you want to figure out what House you'd be in. I can't speak for everyone, this is just my thought about myself, because honestly you'd have to know your personality to truely decide.

I'm going to do another of these with almost like descriptions of some of the characteristics and stuff that i think are associated with each house but I'm too tired to that right now lolz...

So yeah, that's really all I have to say this time. I guess that's all for now.

~Peace&Love,
Kiru

Friday, July 15, 2011

MY BIRTHDAY PARTY ~THE AFTERMATH~

Sooo, my birthday party ended a few hours ago and I just got home about an hour or so ago. lolz
IT WAS FREAKIN AWESOME
[THANKS TO ALL MY FRIENDS WHO CAME AND MADE IT FREAKIN AMAZING]
It was SOOO MUCH FUN!!!!!
It was amazing, absolutley amazing, and everyone kept raping my hair lolz
I just got it cut today and ITS AMAZING but it's deffinately different but I LOVE IT and so my hair kept getting raped lolz so yeah but it's okay cause I know:
I'm. Just. That. Awesome.
lolz

so, yeah, that's pretty much it lolz

~Peace &Love,
Kiru

BACK FROM THE PREMIER

SO, I just got back from the HARRY POTTER MIDNIGHT PREMIER; I did not see it in 3D but personally, Harry Potter's Harry Potter, I don't really care if it's in 3D as long as I get to see it and there was only about enough of us to fill the theatre, YES it was PACKED, but still for the 3D version LITTERALLY THE LINE FILLED THE ENTIRE LOBBY of the building. It was INSANE!!

We saw this group there, they actually DRESSED UP as the characters (if I had planned farther ahead I would've but as it was I didn't lolz all I had was a Gryffindor sweater) lolz BUT OMG they looked amazing, they had a Bellatrix, a Rita Skeeter, an Malfoy and some others. I saw a LOT of malfoys and a lot of random Hogwarts kids lolz ^_^  and a Hagrid i think and a Sirius Black i think.... IDK but YEAH OMG

OMG THE MOVIE WAS AMAZING TOTALLY AMAZING ALTHOUGH I KNOW BRANDI WILL RANT ABOUT THE EYE COLOR AND THERE ARE A FEW THINGS THAT DIFFERED FROM THE MOVIE THAT slightly ANNOYED ME I DON'T CARE THE MOVIE WAS AMAZING.

I cried twice though. Just a little. The first time it was litterally a single tear. Then SNAPE'S FLASHBACKS *sniffles* OMG litterally I had 3 tears lolz. but still, IT WAS SOOOOOOOO SAD AND I FELT SOOOOOO BAD FOR HIM AND OMG I LOVE SNAPE I JUST LOVE HIM AND OMG !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

But yeah, it's late and I have a lot to do tomorow so I guess that's it for now... lolz

~Peace&Love,
Kiru

Thursday, July 14, 2011

HARRY POTTER MIDNIGHT PREMIER

OMG OMG OMG

So me and 2 of my friends are going to the HARRY POTTER MIDNIGHT PREMIER and OMG I CAN'T WAIT

IT'S GONNA BE FREAKIN AWESOME and since my mom got me a Gryffindor Sweater thing for my birthday I acutually have something to Gryffindor to wear to it.
I was debating on wearing my Slytherin tie which my mom also got me for my birthday but I decided to wear the sweater cause it's more obvious PLUS i don't want to get beat up lolz jk but still....

I love Gryffindor and
I love Slytherin

At some point when i get the chance prob next week I'm going to do a whole journal on Houses and which one I think i would be in and why and stuff so yeah... trust me it's very deep and profound and what-not lolz

well that's all for now

~Peace&Love,
Kiru

HOLY CRAP OMG SOUL EATER OMG HOLY CRAP

HOLY CRAP OKAY SO I KNOW ITS LIKE 3 am AND IM TRYING REALLY HARD NOT TO FREAK OUT AND SCREAM AND WAKE MY MOM UP BUT HOLY CRAP HOLY CRAP I JUST FINISHED WATCHING EPISODE 13 OF SOUL EATER AND HOLY CRAP HOLY CRAP HOLY CRAP

im not gonna give anything away but OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG

For my birthday this past monday, my uncle got my soul eater - the meister collection - episodes 1-26
And there r 4 disks
Disk 1 - Episodes 1-7 (with Maka on it lolz)
Disk2 - 8-13 (with blqckstar (HOLY CRAP JUST FINISHED)
STILL HAVE TO WATCH
Disk 3 (kid)
Disk 4 (stein)
I dont know the exact split of the remaining episodes between the remaining 2 disks but HOLY CRAP HOLY CRAP I CANT WAIT TO WATCH MORE
I would now but i figure its late i should really get SOME SLEEP and i dont wanna make the risk even higher or waking my mom up cause ive beem trying not to scream and ive been jumping up and down and fist pumping and stuff lolz

OMG I LOVD THIS SERIES

Well thats all for now i guess just had to vent lolz

~Peace&Love,
Kiru

Thursday, June 23, 2011

AHHHHH! NEEDLES!!! ...... After The Dentist

Okay, so I just got back from the dentist. I had two little notches like ledges on two of my teeth from where my braces pulled of part of the enamel when they took them off. Not a big deal though, apparently it's pretty common. So even though I haven't had cavities before and don't have them there now, they wanted to fill them into just to protect them and make sure that I don't get them there in the future.
So I was okay with it until I got there and THEY HAD TO GIVE ME A SHOT. They had to numb that side of my mouth, so the entire left side of my mouth and tongue are STILL numb. BUT, with my fear of needles as soon as they told me it involved a needle I freaked out and cried a little, which caused my mom to cry a little and we almost had the hygienist lady crying lolz. [My mom actually bailed on taking me to the doctors yesterday because I have to get shots and she knew I was gonna cry and didn't want to do it and then I still ended up crying at this one lolz)
After that they had to kinda drill at part of the side of it to like make it rough so the stuff would stick so I could SEE PIECES OF MY TEETH FLYING OUT OF MY MOUTH. So I was like, yeeeeaaahhhhh and closed my eyes lolz. But after having braces, the rest of it was pretty routine by now, so it wasn't a big deal.
After the needle and the drill it was just basic done-this-all-before-with-braces stuff so yeah, not a huge deal...
THE SUCKY PART:
since I'm still numb and wouldn't be able to tell if I was biting my lip or tongue, I'm not allowed to eat until the numbness wears off and I'm already hungry.... *sigh*

So yeah, I guess I'll suffer through the hunger lolz <3

~Peace&Love,
Kiru

Friday, June 10, 2011

Stupid Weather

Okay first, obviously i wasn't able to go to colossal con, but s'all good. ^_^ *shrugs* it wasn't like - life or death - or anything like that so i'll live lolz *rolls eyes*

and OMG I HATE THE WEATHER
okay so I went to bed at about midnight-12:30 around in there. i didn't get to sleep till probably 2-2:30... *sigh* and THEN this morning, i freakin woke up at like 8 AM when my mom was leaving for work and I would've gone back to sleep but NOOOOO... becuase it was storming, still is actually... rain, thunder, lightning the whole bit. and my dog is freaking narotic... *sigh* that means he FREAKS out when it rains he's scared of rain... even if it's just like sprinkles he FREAKS.... so of corse with the thunder and lightning as well he's spazzing......... so yeah, I've been in and out of sleep like that half-awake/half-asleep zone since about 8 am because every now and then i would open my eyes to see if he was still in my room becuase I have to keep an eye on him becuase otherwise he tries to scratch at the laundryroom door-hurts himslef-and tears up the floor... so yeah... and everytime there was an expecially loud crash of thunder I would have to tell him it was okay....

THEN at about a quarter past 9 or so, my mom calls me from work and of corse I answer the phone half-alseep and she's like "i figured you'd be up"and I seriously responded "not really" and she just ignored me... idk if she wasn't really listening or what but yeah...........
then like 5 minutes later my dad calls and tells me to watch becuase at his house there's hale and stuff... so yeah.... *sigh*

IM BORED AND I HAVE WRITERS BLOCK AGAIN...... GHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

oh well, I guess I'll work through it.... i guess that's all for now, just wanted to rant and complain about how FREAKIN' TIRED I AM THANKS TO THE STUPID WEATHER..... lolz

~Peace&Love,
Kiru

Saturday, June 4, 2011

Oh Dear......

okay so today is only the second day of break, a saturday and I AM SO FREAKIN BORED!!!!!!!YOU HAVE ABSOLUTLY NO IDEA HOW BORED I AM....

do you wanna know, I am so bored I'm seriously considering playing my old Barbie computer games... that's how sad this is.... that's how bored I am...... SOMEONE SAVE ME!!!!! lolz

but yeah, I have nothing to do today so I guess, we'll see what I can find to do, hopfully NOT playing my barbie games.... *sigh* i hate that that's my last resort, but oh well......

Friday, June 3, 2011

THE FIRST OFFICAL DAY OF SUMMER (and some other stuff lolz)

Okay so I acutally went to bed at a decent time last night, it was crazy but then again I did have some school yesterday even if I did get to leave early. I'm thinking about going to this carnival thing that I saw was being put up yesterday. I'm gonna see if a few of my friends can go, and I still have to ask my mom but I'm hoping she'll take me. I almost don't want to ask my friends until I know if my mom will or not but I don't want them making plans.... *sigh* IDK...

Oh and if you hadn't figured it out, I'm not going to ColossalCon this year, maybe next year. It just took too long to decide if I wanted to go and so we wern't able to get a room and my dad is pretty pick about Hotels with all the crap like bed bugs and stuff you have to worry about, you know. So yeah, but hopfully that means I will be going to maybe MatsuriCon in August. I haven't asked yet, but yeah, as long as I get to go to atleast 1 con this summer I will be happy. And as long as we get something done. lolz

So yeah, It's the first official day of Summer Break, and I'm already BORED OUT OF MY MIND!!! I HAVE NOTHING TO DO AND I HAVE WRITERS BLOCK!!!!! UGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! So yeah, I'm thinking about steeling my friend Brandi's idea of making a whole blog just on my writing... so yeah IDK, we'll see... I'm not sure if I'm willing to put my stuff out there like that, I'm not nearly as trusting as Brandi is with ideas and stuff like that. I'm so afraid someone will jack my ideas or something. But like I said IDK I haven't decided yet... we'll see... lolz it might help solve my writers block proplem.

Thursday, June 2, 2011

LAST DAY

OMG IT'S THE LAST DAY ONE MORE EXAM HEN IM OUT FOR THE SUMMER AND I GET TO LEAVE EARLY!!!!!!!!!!!

Tuesday, May 31, 2011

1 1/2 DAYS

YAY ONLY ONE AND A HALF DAYS LEFT OF SCHOOL OMG I CAN'T WAIT FOR IT TO BE OVER AND OMG IT IS SO HOT OUTSIDE IT'S HORRIBLE

JUST 5 EXAMS LEFT, HAD 2 TODAY

Today I took my Geometry and Health exams.
Tomorrow I have to take French, Ceramics, and US History.
Thursday I have to take English and Chemistry I. AND I GET TO LEAVE EARLY YAY

OMG CAN'T WAIT FOR IT TO BE OVER..... SUMMER HERE I COME!!! <3

^_^

~Peace&Love,
Kiru