Happy Holidays

Well, there's really not much to say other than

Happy Hollidays to Everyone.

and other than that pretty much I'll be posting again probably on chirstmas eve and stuff and probably after also with some Cosplay updates and such so yeah... that's really all I wanted to say....

really short, I know but it happens... lolz
that's all for now i guess

~Peace&Love,
Kiru

I'M THANKFUL FOR....... (a pre-thanksgiving day journal)

Well, we all know that Thanksgiving is a time for thinking about everything we're thankful for in life. Here are some things I'm thankful for.

I'm thankful for my friends and how they have brightened my whole life just by being in it, they make me smile and laugh, they mean the world to me, I love them dearly and I don't know what I would do without them.
~To My Friends: We don't always agree or see eye to eye, but you guys mean the world to me, all of you. You all have changed me, made me who I am, and I'm so thankful for that. Without you guys, I'm not sure what would happen and I hope I never have to find out. We may grow apart someday, hopefully not, but always know that even if that were to happen, I still love you and you have forever become a part of me and who I am.

Also for my parents and the rest of my family for being, in general, very nice, loving and supportive.

I'm thankful for life in general. Sometimes it sucks, but there are so many good things about it. I'm thankful for everything I have because I know some people arn't as lucky. I know I have it better off than a lot of people and I know sometimes I take that for granted. I don't mean too, because I really do know how lucky I am and I am truely thankful for the life I have been given and the life I am allowed to continue living. Everything may not always turn out the way I would like and sometimes stuff happens that we can't control, but all in all, life is pretty good. Thanks to the people I am surrounded by in it.

Let me know what you're thankful for.

Peace&Love,
Kiru

R.I.P. GRAMPY

Tonight, my grandpa passed away. This is really the first death in my family that will really effect me on a day-to-day basis. I'm not gonna lie, it's hard. But there were so many problems, it's for the best. He's in a better place now, and I know it.
Even in the last few years, as it got harder for him to talk, one think I was always able to understand was when he said "I Love You" and I know he does. And I can only hope he knows how much I love him back.

With Eternal Love from your Grand-daughter.
I will always love you, no matter what.

R.I.P.
<3

~Peace&Love,
Breanna <3

Stupid School and Crazy Homework

Okay, so I know my last rant about School and stuff was really short but that's because I was supposed to be doing homework and stuff and I was just really annoyed. So I just feel like this is a blog worthy occasion because 2 things:
1) I AM ELIGABLE FOR NATIONAL HONOR SOCIETY!!! OMG!!!
and
2) This is the FIRST FRIDAY EVERY WHERE I HAVE HAD TO DO HOMEWORK!
I don't nessecarrily have to do it tonight, but I feel I have to because I have so much that I don't want to stress myself out even more on Sunday by not having enough time to finish it all even though I'm still not convinced that I will get all my Chemistry questions done anyway... there is just too much work involved with each question for me to be able to do them quickly..... so yeah...

This year is gonna be insane. It's the first year I actually have challenging classes with hard homework and honestly, it's gonna kill me I think. I'm gonna have to change my entire habits and everything if I'm gonna start doing well enough to actually pass those stupid AP tests at the end of the year I think.

IDK. I guess we'll see but I don't know... this makes me a little scared for college..... I guess I never really knew or gave it much thoguht as to actually HOW MUCH they really expect you to do on your own... I'm so used to teachers reminding me of everything we have to do and stuff... but oh well.. I guess we'll have to see how it goes.....

SCHOOL SUCKS!!!!

Okay dude, so I didn't get to start my homework tonight till like 9 PM and now it's 10, I usually go to bed about 11 and I'm not even done with English yet. It only took me like 5 secs to do Math but I still have to finish English, do French, and read for AP Euro .... yeah, not happening..... i can tell you that right now.... I'm gonna have to do a lot of it in study hall tomorrow.....

~Peace&Love,
Kiru

The Little Things

Have you ever thought about how something so minor/small/ unimportant in the large scheme of things can have such a big impact on you. Like not having your speciall pillow or blanket and then you can't have it for some reason. Could be something as simple as it's downstairs in the washer but won't dry fast enough. And you have to try to sleep without it and just the very thought makes you depressed and makes you wanna cry even though you feel stupid crying over something so silly.

It's really amazing how the little things can effect us in the most massive ways sometimes, without us even realizing it until something happens and we don't have that security anymore....that peace of mind..... And it's a bit scary really....

Back To School

Okay well, back to school for us. Three days in an I already have homework over the weekend. I am gonna die in Chem 2 this year... WHY DIDN'T I COMMIT MORE STUFF TO MEMORY LAST YEAR?!?!?!?

Hopefully, I'll manage to survive and make it through this year with a minimal number of deaths (meaning I don't die too many times due to homework and stuff) but, all in all...
I think this year will be fun.

JUNIOR YEAR, MAN!!

I have resolved to take lots of pictures and video and I make no promises I will not show up to school in cosplay at some point. lolz <3

I'm an upperclassmen now... I can do whatever the hell I want lmao... but no seriously... I will show up to the school in atleast one of my wigs at somepoint lmao <3 ...

AP Euro is gonna be interesting I think but hard. Damn college level classes. Why do I have to be smart. lmao
AP English will be easy I think...
Chem 2 is gonna be hard as hell I think...
Algebra 2 I don't have an opinion on yet cause we havent done anything but I have already started making new friends who are also into anime
Psychology will be interesting but the class is PACKED! (second semester i have Government so we'll have to wait and see how that class is)
Study hall is boring but i think it will be useful
Lunch is lunch but it sucks having it 6th period again - the last lunch period of the day.... by that time I'm ready to eat someone's face off lmao
French 3 will be difficult but *sigh* ya know, *shrugs* that's what I get for wanting to graduate with honnors lolz <3 ^_^

Well, that's all for now, I'll put up a rant later that some of my friends already got to see on my facebook about lobsters. So, till then...

~Peace&Love,
Kiru