Have you ever thought about how something so minor/small/ unimportant in the large scheme of things can have such a big impact on you. Like not having your speciall pillow or blanket and then you can't have it for some reason. Could be something as simple as it's downstairs in the washer but won't dry fast enough. And you have to try to sleep without it and just the very thought makes you depressed and makes you wanna cry even though you feel stupid crying over something so silly.
It's really amazing how the little things can effect us in the most massive ways sometimes, without us even realizing it until something happens and we don't have that security anymore....that peace of mind..... And it's a bit scary really....
Sunday, September 4, 2011
Saturday, August 27, 2011
Back To School
Okay well, back to school for us. Three days in an I already have homework over the weekend. I am gonna die in Chem 2 this year... WHY DIDN'T I COMMIT MORE STUFF TO MEMORY LAST YEAR?!?!?!?
Hopefully, I'll manage to survive and make it through this year with a minimal number of deaths (meaning I don't die too many times due to homework and stuff) but, all in all...
I think this year will be fun.
JUNIOR YEAR, MAN!!
I have resolved to take lots of pictures and video and I make no promises I will not show up to school in cosplay at some point. lolz <3
I'm an upperclassmen now... I can do whatever the hell I want lmao... but no seriously... I will show up to the school in atleast one of my wigs at somepoint lmao <3 ...
AP Euro is gonna be interesting I think but hard. Damn college level classes. Why do I have to be smart. lmao
AP English will be easy I think...
Chem 2 is gonna be hard as hell I think...
Algebra 2 I don't have an opinion on yet cause we havent done anything but I have already started making new friends who are also into anime
Psychology will be interesting but the class is PACKED! (second semester i have Government so we'll have to wait and see how that class is)
Study hall is boring but i think it will be useful
Lunch is lunch but it sucks having it 6th period again - the last lunch period of the day.... by that time I'm ready to eat someone's face off lmao
French 3 will be difficult but *sigh* ya know, *shrugs* that's what I get for wanting to graduate with honnors lolz <3 ^_^
Well, that's all for now, I'll put up a rant later that some of my friends already got to see on my facebook about lobsters. So, till then...
~Peace&Love,
Kiru
Hopefully, I'll manage to survive and make it through this year with a minimal number of deaths (meaning I don't die too many times due to homework and stuff) but, all in all...
I think this year will be fun.
JUNIOR YEAR, MAN!!
I have resolved to take lots of pictures and video and I make no promises I will not show up to school in cosplay at some point. lolz <3
I'm an upperclassmen now... I can do whatever the hell I want lmao... but no seriously... I will show up to the school in atleast one of my wigs at somepoint lmao <3 ...
AP Euro is gonna be interesting I think but hard. Damn college level classes. Why do I have to be smart. lmao
AP English will be easy I think...
Chem 2 is gonna be hard as hell I think...
Algebra 2 I don't have an opinion on yet cause we havent done anything but I have already started making new friends who are also into anime
Psychology will be interesting but the class is PACKED! (second semester i have Government so we'll have to wait and see how that class is)
Study hall is boring but i think it will be useful
Lunch is lunch but it sucks having it 6th period again - the last lunch period of the day.... by that time I'm ready to eat someone's face off lmao
French 3 will be difficult but *sigh* ya know, *shrugs* that's what I get for wanting to graduate with honnors lolz <3 ^_^
Well, that's all for now, I'll put up a rant later that some of my friends already got to see on my facebook about lobsters. So, till then...
~Peace&Love,
Kiru
Friday, August 5, 2011
Convention Sweet Home
Okay, well I mentioned in my last journal something about how I was basically having Con-Withdraw. Honestly, I do miss being at a con. It doesn't matter if it's been two days or two months since I've been to one, I honestly and truely miss the feeling of a con.
The feeling of belonging no matter what, where you can be as crazy as you want and as silly and as random as you want and you don't feel judged or anything. I mean, I'm a very shy person if we've just met or if you see me without my friends. They bring out my crazy side because with them I know I can just be myself and I won't be judged and honestly I get that at con's too. I'm just still working on my shyness because it's just the way I am. I feel awkward around strangers, well, I feel awkward just walking up and talking to them, but if they talk to me first I'm actually a lot less shy. lolz... IDK why I just am... lolz <3
But yeah, if I could I would live at a Con, because I honestly miss the feeling sometimes, of belonging, and being accepted no matter what... it's not that I don't feel that way outside of a Con but it's a different kind of belonging, ya know? I don't know, I think it's just something you either understand or don't... I don't really know if I'm explaining it well, but this is just what my heart tells me to write so yeah... IDK.... IDK.....
I really wish I was less shy sometimes because I think I could make some really good friends at cons... so I'm going to try to be less shy and maybe actually make a friend or two lolz... I don't expect to just make some friends at MatsuriCon but for the rest of my Con-Going life I hope I can make atleast a few new friends. I really do love meeting new people that I get along with and the more friends I have to cosplay with and talk about anime with THE BETTER.
As the saying goes:
The more the merry-er! lolz
But yeah, like these two cosplayers I met at Ohayocon. One cosplayed Mello from Death Note and the other was Poison Ivy and someone else (i forget who) lolz but they were REALLY SUPER NICE AND AWESOME AND I really should have asked if they had deviantART accounts... i hope i can see them again maybe at MatsuriCon... I would love to get to know them better they seemed really cool and nice ^_^ <3
Despite my shyness I LOVE making new friends and I'm all for giving everyone a chance!
well, that's all for now, I guess lolz
Sorry I sorta started rambling toward the end, it's late at night/early in the morning lolz and i'm kinda tired.... so yeah... lolz
~Peace&Love,
Kiru
The feeling of belonging no matter what, where you can be as crazy as you want and as silly and as random as you want and you don't feel judged or anything. I mean, I'm a very shy person if we've just met or if you see me without my friends. They bring out my crazy side because with them I know I can just be myself and I won't be judged and honestly I get that at con's too. I'm just still working on my shyness because it's just the way I am. I feel awkward around strangers, well, I feel awkward just walking up and talking to them, but if they talk to me first I'm actually a lot less shy. lolz... IDK why I just am... lolz <3
But yeah, if I could I would live at a Con, because I honestly miss the feeling sometimes, of belonging, and being accepted no matter what... it's not that I don't feel that way outside of a Con but it's a different kind of belonging, ya know? I don't know, I think it's just something you either understand or don't... I don't really know if I'm explaining it well, but this is just what my heart tells me to write so yeah... IDK.... IDK.....
I really wish I was less shy sometimes because I think I could make some really good friends at cons... so I'm going to try to be less shy and maybe actually make a friend or two lolz... I don't expect to just make some friends at MatsuriCon but for the rest of my Con-Going life I hope I can make atleast a few new friends. I really do love meeting new people that I get along with and the more friends I have to cosplay with and talk about anime with THE BETTER.
As the saying goes:
The more the merry-er! lolz
But yeah, like these two cosplayers I met at Ohayocon. One cosplayed Mello from Death Note and the other was Poison Ivy and someone else (i forget who) lolz but they were REALLY SUPER NICE AND AWESOME AND I really should have asked if they had deviantART accounts... i hope i can see them again maybe at MatsuriCon... I would love to get to know them better they seemed really cool and nice ^_^ <3
Despite my shyness I LOVE making new friends and I'm all for giving everyone a chance!
well, that's all for now, I guess lolz
Sorry I sorta started rambling toward the end, it's late at night/early in the morning lolz and i'm kinda tired.... so yeah... lolz
~Peace&Love,
Kiru
Life and Other Random Crap
So yeah, haven't updated in a while and I have nothing better to do than this so I figure, Why Not?. lolz
Um.... well, School starts up again in a few weeks and I'm half-dreading/half-looking forward too school. I love being able to see everyone and everything and I actually don't mind school. I do however hate homework and the fact that school starts at 8 am instead of like 1pm when I am actually fully awake. lolz
Night School could work for me... I'm practically a vampire as it is, why not just make it even more and let me have night school, dude. lolz <3
But yeah, recently I've been watching Soul Eater and Vampire Knight and I love them both. Although I already knew I loved Soul Eater but I finally got to watch Vampire Knight and I AM ADDICTED dude. I can't wait to have enough free time to watch the rest of the episodes lolz <3
So yeah.... um.... I can't believe summer has come and gone so fast... it's weird... the school year seems to drag on forever, until its over then it seems like it passed so quickly... it's the same with summer... one second I have three months and a ton of summer work to do and now its august and i only have a few weeks and like 2 papers to write lolz....
I'm a procrastinator, what can I say... lolz <3 *shrugs*
I'm also looking forward to MATSURICON in a few weeks. I don't have anything special planed but I've been practically having Con-Withdraw lolz so it'll be nice just to be back with my people lolz <3 jk but seriously it'll be nice to go to a con... i'll do another journal about that because i really have a lot to say about cons lolz so yeah.. i guess that's it for now...
~Peace&Love,
Kiru
Um.... well, School starts up again in a few weeks and I'm half-dreading/half-looking forward too school. I love being able to see everyone and everything and I actually don't mind school. I do however hate homework and the fact that school starts at 8 am instead of like 1pm when I am actually fully awake. lolz
Night School could work for me... I'm practically a vampire as it is, why not just make it even more and let me have night school, dude. lolz <3
But yeah, recently I've been watching Soul Eater and Vampire Knight and I love them both. Although I already knew I loved Soul Eater but I finally got to watch Vampire Knight and I AM ADDICTED dude. I can't wait to have enough free time to watch the rest of the episodes lolz <3
So yeah.... um.... I can't believe summer has come and gone so fast... it's weird... the school year seems to drag on forever, until its over then it seems like it passed so quickly... it's the same with summer... one second I have three months and a ton of summer work to do and now its august and i only have a few weeks and like 2 papers to write lolz....
I'm a procrastinator, what can I say... lolz <3 *shrugs*
I'm also looking forward to MATSURICON in a few weeks. I don't have anything special planed but I've been practically having Con-Withdraw lolz so it'll be nice just to be back with my people lolz <3 jk but seriously it'll be nice to go to a con... i'll do another journal about that because i really have a lot to say about cons lolz so yeah.. i guess that's it for now...
~Peace&Love,
Kiru
Wednesday, July 27, 2011
Which Hogwarts House Would..... I ..........Be In?
Well, me and my friends have had many lengthy descusions about this particular question over the years. We grew up with Harry Potter and everyone who's read the books or watched the movies has probably thought about this.
What Hogwarts House would you be in?
Well, I've given it some deep and phylisophical thought and I think I've figured out my personal House.
I belive that based on my shyness and the fact that I think rude and mean things and never actually do or say them because of that shyness. Also friendship is probably one of the most important things to me. So based on my personallity and stuff, I believe that I'm outwardly a Gryffindor and innwardly a Slytherin. So this means I would probably be placed in Gryffindor. Which is fine with me however since the Sorting hat does take into account your choice I might end up in Slytherin because I'd choose to be. I mean come on, their freakin' common room is under water HOW COOL IS THAT!!! lolz
Now, if you have read or watched Harry Potter at all I bet you have a general idea of the House traits so that helps if you want to figure out what House you'd be in. I can't speak for everyone, this is just my thought about myself, because honestly you'd have to know your personality to truely decide.
I'm going to do another of these with almost like descriptions of some of the characteristics and stuff that i think are associated with each house but I'm too tired to that right now lolz...
So yeah, that's really all I have to say this time. I guess that's all for now.
~Peace&Love,
Kiru
What Hogwarts House would you be in?
Well, I've given it some deep and phylisophical thought and I think I've figured out my personal House.
I belive that based on my shyness and the fact that I think rude and mean things and never actually do or say them because of that shyness. Also friendship is probably one of the most important things to me. So based on my personallity and stuff, I believe that I'm outwardly a Gryffindor and innwardly a Slytherin. So this means I would probably be placed in Gryffindor. Which is fine with me however since the Sorting hat does take into account your choice I might end up in Slytherin because I'd choose to be. I mean come on, their freakin' common room is under water HOW COOL IS THAT!!! lolz
Now, if you have read or watched Harry Potter at all I bet you have a general idea of the House traits so that helps if you want to figure out what House you'd be in. I can't speak for everyone, this is just my thought about myself, because honestly you'd have to know your personality to truely decide.
I'm going to do another of these with almost like descriptions of some of the characteristics and stuff that i think are associated with each house but I'm too tired to that right now lolz...
So yeah, that's really all I have to say this time. I guess that's all for now.
~Peace&Love,
Kiru
Friday, July 15, 2011
MY BIRTHDAY PARTY ~THE AFTERMATH~
Sooo, my birthday party ended a few hours ago and I just got home about an hour or so ago. lolz
IT WAS FREAKIN AWESOME
[THANKS TO ALL MY FRIENDS WHO CAME AND MADE IT FREAKIN AMAZING]
It was SOOO MUCH FUN!!!!!
It was amazing, absolutley amazing, and everyone kept raping my hair lolz
I just got it cut today and ITS AMAZING but it's deffinately different but I LOVE IT and so my hair kept getting raped lolz so yeah but it's okay cause I know:
I'm. Just. That. Awesome.
lolz
so, yeah, that's pretty much it lolz
~Peace &Love,
Kiru
IT WAS FREAKIN AWESOME
[THANKS TO ALL MY FRIENDS WHO CAME AND MADE IT FREAKIN AMAZING]
It was SOOO MUCH FUN!!!!!
It was amazing, absolutley amazing, and everyone kept raping my hair lolz
I just got it cut today and ITS AMAZING but it's deffinately different but I LOVE IT and so my hair kept getting raped lolz so yeah but it's okay cause I know:
I'm. Just. That. Awesome.
lolz
so, yeah, that's pretty much it lolz
~Peace &Love,
Kiru
BACK FROM THE PREMIER
SO, I just got back from the HARRY POTTER MIDNIGHT PREMIER; I did not see it in 3D but personally, Harry Potter's Harry Potter, I don't really care if it's in 3D as long as I get to see it and there was only about enough of us to fill the theatre, YES it was PACKED, but still for the 3D version LITTERALLY THE LINE FILLED THE ENTIRE LOBBY of the building. It was INSANE!!
We saw this group there, they actually DRESSED UP as the characters (if I had planned farther ahead I would've but as it was I didn't lolz all I had was a Gryffindor sweater) lolz BUT OMG they looked amazing, they had a Bellatrix, a Rita Skeeter, an Malfoy and some others. I saw a LOT of malfoys and a lot of random Hogwarts kids lolz ^_^ and a Hagrid i think and a Sirius Black i think.... IDK but YEAH OMG
OMG THE MOVIE WAS AMAZING TOTALLY AMAZING ALTHOUGH I KNOW BRANDI WILL RANT ABOUT THE EYE COLOR AND THERE ARE A FEW THINGS THAT DIFFERED FROM THE MOVIE THAT slightly ANNOYED ME I DON'T CARE THE MOVIE WAS AMAZING.
I cried twice though. Just a little. The first time it was litterally a single tear. Then SNAPE'S FLASHBACKS *sniffles* OMG litterally I had 3 tears lolz. but still, IT WAS SOOOOOOOO SAD AND I FELT SOOOOOO BAD FOR HIM AND OMG I LOVE SNAPE I JUST LOVE HIM AND OMG !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
But yeah, it's late and I have a lot to do tomorow so I guess that's it for now... lolz
~Peace&Love,
Kiru
We saw this group there, they actually DRESSED UP as the characters (if I had planned farther ahead I would've but as it was I didn't lolz all I had was a Gryffindor sweater) lolz BUT OMG they looked amazing, they had a Bellatrix, a Rita Skeeter, an Malfoy and some others. I saw a LOT of malfoys and a lot of random Hogwarts kids lolz ^_^ and a Hagrid i think and a Sirius Black i think.... IDK but YEAH OMG
OMG THE MOVIE WAS AMAZING TOTALLY AMAZING ALTHOUGH I KNOW BRANDI WILL RANT ABOUT THE EYE COLOR AND THERE ARE A FEW THINGS THAT DIFFERED FROM THE MOVIE THAT slightly ANNOYED ME I DON'T CARE THE MOVIE WAS AMAZING.
I cried twice though. Just a little. The first time it was litterally a single tear. Then SNAPE'S FLASHBACKS *sniffles* OMG litterally I had 3 tears lolz. but still, IT WAS SOOOOOOOO SAD AND I FELT SOOOOOO BAD FOR HIM AND OMG I LOVE SNAPE I JUST LOVE HIM AND OMG !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
But yeah, it's late and I have a lot to do tomorow so I guess that's it for now... lolz
~Peace&Love,
Kiru
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